Chapter 13: I can't do this

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WARNING THIS CHAPTER HAS STRONG LANGUAGE AND SEXUAL CONTENT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ THAT KIND OF STUFF THEN THIS CHAPTER IS NOT FOR YOU. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.....

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                                Chapter 13

 

(I can't do this)

 

Luke's pov

 

I was surprised but I was actually having a good time with Hannah who knew she could be so fun, and she did look amazing in her dress. I felt bad for Ryder his date was a total slut and kept throwing herself at me every chance she got. So I told Hannah that she should dance with him because in order to get closer to her they needed to be friends. That's what I kept telling myself for the reason I was doing it. I couldn't figure out the feeling I was getting watching her being in his arms. I knew it wasn't jealousy since I didn't want her right? I was starting to get pissed when the dance was over and she came and held my hand. She whispered in my ear that she needed to get some air so I took her hand and we walked out. I was surprised when she didn't want to go outside but she wanted to go to the teachers' lounge instead. What the hell was little Miss perfect trying to do? She unlocked the door and told me to come in figures she'd have a key to the place she was well trusted and no one ever thought she would do any wrong. Guess that's even more of a reason to hate her. She went and sat down on the couch and told me to come sit by her.

"What's going on Hannah why are we in here?"

"I just wanted to spend some time with you alone and since we had to come with other people this was the only way."

"Ok but I came to a dance so let's go dance."

"I had something better in mind"

"Oh and what's that?"

"Make love to me Luke I want this please no one will find us."

"You have got to be kidding me. You want to have sex here in the teachers' lounge while everyone is dancing a way?"

"Well yea I do."

"I can't believe you right now. Your acting like all those other sluts just throwing yourself at me I thought you were different?"

"I am this will be my first time."

"You are such a fucking liar there is no way you're a virgin wanting to fuck right here on a couch in school. Man you had me fooled your nothing but a whore and I want nothing to do with you. Stay the hell away from me Hannah."

 

Hanna's pov

He walked out the door and slammed it behind him. What the hell just happened? I thought this was what he wanted. I became the girl he wanted me to be and now he doesn't want me anymore. I sit there on the couch and just cried my eyes out I didn't care if anyone found me I felt broken. All I could do was lay there and cry. I must have cried myself to sleep because all of a sudden I felt arms around me carrying me out side.

"What is going on where am I?"

"It's ok I'm carrying you to the limo and taking you home."

"What about your date?"

"She left with someone else when I took off to find you."

"She left with Luke didn't she?"

He didn't need to tell me the answer I could see it in his eyes. Why was I ever made at this guy for he was the perfect best friend he always looked out for me. He was so sweet and damn he looked so sexy in his suit. His arms being around me made me feel safe and secure. I never wanted him to let me go. I needed him like no one I've ever needed before. My parents seemed happy that it was only Ryder bringing me home. I apologized to them for acting like I was and went up to my room all I wanted to do was go to sleep and forget all about this night.

 

Ryder's pov

I told Hannah's parents some of what happened needless to say they were very upset. Abby wanted to go and comfort her daughter but I told her I wanted to. I needed to hold my best friend in my arms and I felt like tonight she might just let me do that. I went up to her room and knocked on the door. She let me in and asked me if I would stay with her tonight. I went and changed in to the extra clothes I had left there and then laid down in bed with her. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me. She rolled over and looked me in the eyes. I damn near lost it man she was just so beautiful.

"Thank you for finding me tonight Ryder your always there when I need you. I'm sorry for everything I have done and said to you."

Before I could say anything I felt her soft lips on mine. I couldn't believe she was kissing me. I pulled her body closer to mine and kissed her like I've never kissed any one before I only hope this kiss would show her how much I loved her. She didn't break the kiss at all she kept getting closer and closer to me until she had to stop to catch her breath.

"Hannah I want you so bad, but I don't want to be the rebound guy."

"You could never be that Ryder if anything Luke was your rebound guy. All along it was you I wanted I just didn't think you'd ever date me."

"That's where your wrong baby girl. I have always wanted you."

"Make love to me Ryder show me just how much I mean to you."

"Are you sure Hannah because once we do this we can't go back, and I never want to lose you."

"Yes I'm sure."

I looked at her knowing how bad I wanted her but I had so many doubts running through my mind. She must have seen it to because she kissed me again only this time it was filled with passion. She pulled my shirt off so I did the same with hers. I was shocked to see she wasn't wearing a bra. Damn she had a killer body. I don't know how we did it but somehow we got totally undressed without breaking our kisses. This had to be a dream no way was I holding the girl of my dreams in my arms.

"Will it hurt?"

"I don't know baby girl I've never actually done this before."

"But what about all those girls you dated the ones that said you were um good at what you do?"

"They lied whenever it came down to it I chickened out. I guess I was saving myself for the girl I really loved."

I looked down at her beautiful face and saw the biggest smile on her lips. This felt so right that all the doubt in my mind vanished. She pulled me closer and kissed me one more time before I put the condom on and positioned myself between her legs. This truly felt like heaven to me. I know had the girl I always dreamed I would have. She let a single tear roll down her eyes and I kissed it away as I whispered "I love you" In her ear.

Yay so not what you were expecting right lol I had to throw you all a curve ball. Don't worry for those of you that are team Luke things are over just yet. A lot of drama is about to happen. Hope you enjoy and don't forget to vote and comment.


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