Why So Cruel (luberto)

frustration

Hi stranger it's been a while 😏

(sorry for inventiveness I've been busy planning out book 2 for this series)

Alberto POV:

After i had closed my eyes worried thoughts drilling through me like a harpoon.

I tried to ignore the thoughts and fall asleep eventualy drifting off.

-5 minutes later-

I felt a weight in the bed and turned to see what it was and saw luca with a sad expression on his face

Imedietly i pulled him into a hug and closed my eye's it was best just to wait until he was ready to talk if he even wanted to talk at all.

Alberto: so what happened?

Luca: (silent as Albertos dad)

Alberto: it's ok you don't have to talk

I brought him closer too me and closed my eyes gliding my hand up and down his back attempting to sooth him.

Luca: night beto

Alberto: goodnight luca

(i am so fucken single some body hmu)

After a few minutes i heard his breathing slow and his grip loosen from my waist (yass you skinny queen)

What am i doing wrong here i just want him to feel ok and stop hurting.

I hate seeing him like this he dosent deserve all the pain he's going through (and i COULD make it stop too 😈)

Suddenly i didn't feel tired anymore i felt frustrated not at luca but at myself.

Alberto: i need some fresh air

I got up roughly forgetting that luca was sleeping on my chest and walked out of the room slamming the door.

Stepping out of the hospital and into a parking lot i realised my mistake.

What if luca had woken up and seen that outburst would he think i was mad at him.

Taking a breath i leaned up against a wall finnaly letting myself cry for what felt like forever.

Everything was my fault all of it my dad, lucas parents and luca getting kidnapped it was all my fault.

Fuck i probably woke up luca i should go check on him only god knows how he feels right now.

I subsided my feelings for the time being and headed back inside to lucas hospital room.

Opening the door i expected to see luca upset or scared. But all i saw was him turned over in the bed facing the wall.

Mabey he's still asleep? I walked up to the bed and climbed in looking back over to him as i did.

Luca POV:

I finnaly fell asleep without a nightmare for the first time in forever. (ok anna 😒🖕)

Instead of a nasty dream of getting kidnapped i had a lovley dream about when i get out of hospital and can hang out like i used too.

But this was disrupted when i felt alberto throw the sheets off of himself and stomp out of the room slamming the door.

Luca: did i do something to upset him?

I was thinking alloud and concluded he must be mad because of how much I'm annoying him with my nightmares  and being sad.

Laying back down and trying to go back to sleep i heard him come back in and i could feel his eyes pierce though me like knifes.

(Mind: stay still stay still)

After a bit i heard him lay back down to sleep again not before adjusting the blanket over my shoulder and tucking it in.

Mabey he isn't mad?

Alberto: night luca

Luca: night alberto

I felt alberto sit up and turn to me.

Alberto: so you are awake!

I turned toward him lifting my head to meet his gaze.

Luca: yeah..why did you walk out?

Alberto: i was overwhelmed..

Looking back up at him i sat up and pulled him into a hug it's my turn to comfort him this time.

Luca: alberto if your feeling overwhelmed just tell me i want to be here for you just as much as you are for me.

Alberto: th-thanks luca

I felt him shake into a sob before i layed us back down comforting him the best i could.

That's done I'm done sorry it's taken me so long to post i have a ton going on BOOK 2 OUT SOON ONLY 2 CHAPTERS LEFT (also I'll be putting some insite of the book soon)