Why So Cruel (luberto)

arriving and in denial

Ayo we bouta get angsty in this bitch
Be prepared 😈😈

~on the train~

Luca POV

I was basicly half asleep when i had felt the train stop. I was jolted out of my tired state when guilia shook me

Guilia: LUCAA COME ON GET UP WERE HOMEE

I jolted up and ran out of the train i was so exited to so every body.

I looked around a bit until i saw alberto and then i ran into his arms

Luca: alberto! I've missed you

Alberto stayed silent and just basked in the time we had in each others embrace

Alberto POV

i hugged luca a little tighter as i soon realised i was going to have to break the news about his parents to him

It would be rough because last summer his grandmother had died and now this

How am i meant to break his heart like that

Luca: alberto!

Alberto: huh!

Luca: haha you zoned out

Luca was giggling which i found adorable but i still had to find a way to tell him

Alberto: I'll tell him after dinner

Luca: huh?

Alberto: o..oh haha nothing luca don't worry about it let's walk back i bet guilias already at home

~at daddy massimos house 😈😏~

We sat in near silence as massimo/dad to plated up some pasta for everyone and guilia tried to make some form of small talk

Guilia: sooo..ummm...papa..alberto did you catch many fish while we were gone

Papa: yes heaps alberto is the real help out there

I smiled nervously but didn't reply

The dinner was silent from then on i helped guilia and luca with the dishes and then dragged luca upstairs to my bedroom

Luca: wow weird that my parents didn't come visit today

I felt nervous as i knew very soon i was going to have to break the news to him

Luca: woah mabey we should visit them tomorow

Luca smiled and i didn't want to stop seeing him smile but i had to break the news to him

Alberto: yeah luca about that...you can't

Luca: but..but why? Do they not want to see me

I saw his smile quickly fade away and i felt a pit forming in my heart

Alberto: *sigh* it's not that they don't want to see you..

Luca: then what is is

He said almost crying

Alberto: luca while you were gone an..acident happened um hunters got..to your parents and-

Luca: THEY'RE DEAD!

luca POV

I looked up at alberto expecting this all to be just one big sick joke but his eyes held nothing but sorrow and despair

I felt my whole world start spinning i wanted to scream and cry but i just couldn't i sat there in shock

Tears streaming onto my face. Alberto pulled me into a hug which startled me but

It didn't take long before he was rubbing my back and i was sobbing into his shoulder.

Luca: it's..it's my fault!! I should have been the one who died not them

I sobbed to which alberto just held me tighter

Alberto: luca it's not your fault cry all you need I'm here ok..

Luca: alberto but it is my fault mabey if i didn't go to school this year it would have been me not them

Alberto: luca don't say that it's not your fault how could have you known this would have happened

We sat like this for another 10 minutes but i was still hyperventilating.

I couldn't breath..i couldn't think i started shaking my bloodshot eyes not able to form anymore tears i was having a panic attack

Alberto POV

We had sad like that for a good 10 minutes in silence me rubbing his back and reminding him he was ok. I was about to drift off as I'd assumed he had to until i felt him shaking in my arms

Alberto: woah luca..luca it's ok I'm here your ok

Nothing was working no matter how tight i held him no matter how much i told him it was ok he still sat there shaking

Fuck how do i fix this. Aha!

Alberto: hey luca..look at me ok

Luca looked up his tear stained face in my hand

Alberto: take a breath ok your gonna be ok I'm here

I heard him inhale and exhale as he rested his head on my chest.

I turned the lamp on and pulled my bed covers over the both of us

I looked down at him and asked

Alberto: are you gonna be alright sleeping tonight

Luca: *yawn* y..yeah i think ill be alright

A pink tint showing up on his sad looking face

He nuzzled into my chest as i pet his hair with my hand

Alberto: goodnight luca

Luca: goodnight alberto

We both dozed off

Hey guys sorry for the late update been kinda busy with school but i will be updating more often hope you enjoyed this chapter prepare for more angst were not done yet 😈😈