Why So Cruel (luberto)

sunrise and disapointment

GUILIA POV:

I'm super pissed that mum was irresponsible and left us alone tonight but I'm even more annoyed that now I'm stuck with lu and Alberto's lovey dovey crap till she comes back.

I mean like it's not that bad but Santa it gets annoying at times!

I wrote my frustrations into my diary as I looked out of my window admiring the starts that were shining like little pearls in the night.

Tomorrow I would get to see her and I would feel better but for now my frustrations consumed me and I'm just gonna sleep it off.

Alberto POV:

I'm kind of worried about luca he was really freaking out on the train and went into complete break down before bed.

I just think it's too soon for him to go back to school I mean his grandma and parents died, he got stalked, then kidnapped and almost killed.

And he seemed to be worrying about something or someone on the train..I just really think he should stay home his mind is just too fragile right now.

I'll try and talk to him when he wakes up I doubt he'll listen to me he's always been stubborn that way but I atleast want to try.

As I was deep into my thought I suddenly felt luca start to move and shake slightly in his sleep.

The nurse who was assisting luca told us he may develop PTSD from so many traumatic events happening at once, and she explained nightmares may be a symptom.

I wasn't sure if this was a nightmare though so I just observed his behaviour as he slept.

His movement began to get a bit frantic like he was reaching for somebody and then his eyes suddenly shot open as he looked around the room.

Breathless as he turned and layed back into me.

Alberto: you ok?

....

Alberto: luca talk to me what happened?

I couldn't get a response or for him to even look at me.

Alberto: that bad huh?

He nodded into my chest and I simply hugged him tight and waited for him to fall back asleep.

Eventually he dozed off and I did too..

-next morning- 

I felt rustling beside me and assumed it was luca getting up he had always been an early riser.

Me personally I hate the morning so I shut my eyes and basked up the remaining 15 minutes I had until my alarm.

As I was dozing off I ended up hearing a door slam but brushed it off to guilia being loud as usual.

Alberto: guiillaaa please be quiet!!!

-no response-

Alberto: guilia?

LUCA POV:

it's a crazy idea but I just had to do it I couldn't stay and burden Alberto and guilia for any longer.

So I got up early really early and got all my stuff ready before running out the door and slamming it behind me.

Luca: (sigh) ok I'm out of the house now, what do I do..

I ponderd for a moment school was staring soon so I didn't have long but I needed to clear my head and get away from Alberto for a bit.

I mean if I just listened to him we wouldn't be in any of this mess. I can barley look at him without feeling bad..

Mabey I shouldn't go to school today- no absolutely not it's the first day and I've never missed a school day before!

I'll just come in late not by alot just by 5 minutes.

-time skips-

It had been an hour since I left my phone was blowing up with messages from Alberto and guilia but I didn't pick up my phone.

Not even once..

Looking down to check the time I realised I was late! Really late!

I began running towards the school campus with great pace as I attempted to not be any later.

Eventually the school came into my sight and I was in the front office asking for a late slip.

Office lady: YOUR LATE! luca!

Luca: I..I know I'm sorry. (damn y/n at it again with the s..stuttering lmao jk he has a reason too)

The lady sighed at me before roughly handing me a slip.

Office lady: hurry up and get to gym kid!

GYM!??!?! I can't do gym right now Alberto has that class and he'll question me!!

I considered skipping for a bit before chickening out and making my way to the class.

My head was down with shame as I opened the gym door.

Alberto: LUCA?!

Cliffhanger