Thoughts Under The Sun (A Journal)

This BSBA-OM Guy

I don't know where to start.

Maybe I'm just super happy that I'm finally on this chapter. This is the first time I'm writing about you cause I think you are very special to include to my recent novels, but I'm now ready.

First thing first, I am very proud of you. Maybe it doesn't seem so obvious but I am. Seriously. Ang hirap talaga kasi mag show mg love lalo na si hindi kanaman kilala.

GOSSSHHH IDK WHERE TO START AGAINNNN.

I LITERALLY TOOK A COUPLE OF MINUTES TO START AGAIN. HELP😭

My admiration to you seems like not that normal one. I once forget you and some other days it finally comes again.

Honestly, I haven't met you yet personally. Maybe soon but I'm happy that I'm seeing your pictures and what's happening to your life on your social media accounts. Oo beh, stalker talaga ako. Kaya ayun, lagi ding nasasaktan.

I'm a college freshmen student when I wrote this and you were in your college graduating year. Literally the age gap!

I remember when you saw my story when I passed the university. It was like a double happiness to me!!! I hope you know this shits but hell, I know you won't cause you don't even know me. I'm not sure if you even know my name. But it's okay tho. This kind of crushing is the best (for me) not confessing is my kind of person and I think this is the purpose of this novel. Loving from afar again hehez.

To tell you honestly guys... That's the reason why I'm making stories. To envision such things I maybe wanna experience.

Going back to this guy, he's a business administration student and he's also a writer/author of some of the books I've never yet read. Yeah sounds sick but everytime I'm going to the bookstore I always failed to catch the book but it's okay it doesn't hurts me LOL. At isa pang reason is that medj mahal (sana all mahal) at purita ang ferson niyo hahahaha.

FYI:

(If you read my novel 'are you happy?' you will notice that Nikaela is a I.T student and Simon is a management student, and guys, I swear I didn't mean it. I was also shocked when I realized it. WHAT A DESTINY)

You make me feel like do whatever you want and enjoy the fucking life. Ako kasi yung tao na hindi masyado nag eenjoy. Kumbaga hindi ako masyado nakikijoin sa mga social interactions and activities pero noon yun. When I started my high school, naging mas friendly and approachable na ako which really helps me in forming and building some new friends.

You always explore new things aside of being a writer, you also do animations, editing and so much more. You're such a talented person and maybe one of the reason why I automatically turned on to you. LMAOO. Oh diba sana all.

You are this kind of person that is very great to have for and to keep for.

Sana nga talaga alam niya na he's worthy and great to keep for. Curious tuloy ako if there's also someone na willing ako ikeep :<

One thing I remembered when you posted on your story about to someone who asked you if you have a girlfriend and you were like, obviously answered that you have and I was surprised! Na surprised talaga ako kasi hindi ako nainform. Kulang pa ang pagiging stalker ko!

It doesn't seem that you have! But oh well, of course, I felt sad but I'm also happy of whatever and whoever it is. May your relationship stay stronger. Charooot.

Well, I'm just too overwhelmed of what you got and the talent and skills you have. I will always be here on the side, supporting you.

Love you always!

To JmrC