Jan. 20, 2023
Hellooo! It's been long since the last time about hala na f-fall na ba ako? Chapters.
It was so nice meeting such a friend like him, really. I think naging assuming lang ako throughout the times na magkasama kami kaya ko nasabi na feeling ko may gusto siya sakin and turns out na ako ang na fall sakanya.
Should I blame him? Or should I blame myself for being such an over reacting girl who gives meaning on the entire things he's doing for me?
Kasi feeling ko ako talaga ang mali eh even tho for the very first time I am aware na baka nga it's just me and my pagka assumingera but he did such sweet things at eto naman ako na uto uto.
I came from realizing that he's not mixed signals. Boiling waters podcast opened me an eye for this lmaooo. I've been a listener since last year and when I've heard about some random episode of mixed signals and stuffs, I was like OMG!!! It is a sign! A sign to let go of him cause he's not worthy even then. The podcast gave me chills and let me laughed on my own self cause why the hell I think that he likes me?! He's been so nice to others and also sweet I shouldn't assume about that. Sino ba naman ako para maging special for him?
Before the 1st semester ends, we have our practical exam for PE and that should be done with partners. I was shocked when he did a GC of me, his friend who has a crush on me, him, and one of my close friend. So I came up with a thought that he have a crush to my friend so I was totally done with him! I don't need any other conclusions, just it! I remembered sila ring dalawa ang magkapartner sa volleyball namin so siya nga ang gusto niya. I shouldn't be jealous of them hehe. We're friends, (what he knows and will never plan to let him know abt it) and I'm happy that he's happy!!
But oh well, our department had a reblocking of students for this semester and where not block mates anymore sooo tuloy tuloy na ang pag m-move on ko HHAAAHHA. Hope that he's good, cause I am too.
Moving forward to enjoy life and just be happy.
Mas okay na wala kang ina-assume eh, all you have to do is to live and enjoy little things in life!
BINABASA MO ANG
Thoughts Under The Sun (A Journal)
Cerita PendekShe got no guts to speak, but then she have the guts to write. Is she gonna confess all of her feelings? or will stay still on her shadows?
