Road Trip (original version)

Paradise

 I could stare at this ocean forever. The waves bounced off of each other yet moved in sink creating a sight like no other. The water was clear and the sand was white and soft under my toes. The sky was painted colors of orange, pink and purple off in the distance as the sun was setting. I listened as the waves crashed against one another making me calm and relaxed which is exactly what I need right now. I can't remember the last time I went to a beach. Now here I am on a luxurious private island made for the rich and famous with people I love. What did I do to deserve this? I managed to escape while everyone is inside still unpacking and getting settled in. The plane ride wasn't as long as I thought it would be to get over here and we spent it watching reruns of friends which made it go by even quicker. I closed my eyes as I remembered being cuddled up in Justin's arms as we both laughed at the small tv on the plane. Then I remembered what it felt like when I found out he was with that Chantel girl and got arrested. I opened my eyes and sighed. 

Was I wrong to forgive him so quickly? I just know that I need him right now. I need to feel him close to me. I need to feel our hands intertwined and hear him say 'I love you Vanessa.' Scooter told me to stick by his side. He said that Justin needs me and longs for me to reassure him that I will always be here. But I think its the other way around. I need him. I need him to reassure me that we are together and he loves me like I love him. He can't leave me, people always leave me. Its in this moment that the truly realize that we need each other. How did this happen to me? How did I develop these intense feelings over the course of a few months? This is the most scariest thing that has ever happened to me. What if Justin leaves? What if- 

"Hey baby, what are you doing out here all alone?" Two arms I know too well snake around my waist from behind, cutting of my thoughts. Justin lays a kiss on my cheek and rests his head on my shoulder, looking out at the water. 

"Just thinking." I rest my hands over his and lean back against him. Feeling his body warmth.

"About me?" 

"About us." I admit. He lets ago of me and walks around to face me, looking straight into my eyes.

"What about us?" Worry in his voice.

"Im scared Justin." He takes my hands and interlocks our fingers together. "Im scared because Ive fallen for you, too hard. And if you left me I wouldn't know how to handle it."

"Im not leaving you Nessie." He furrows his eyebrows. "I love you."

"I know.. I just.. I don't get what you see in me. You have girls falling at your feet, at your beck and call yet you come back to me. Im not a model, I'm not a famous singer, Im just a normal girl with lots of family issues that doesn't deserve you." I sigh and look away from him, walking past him and into the ocean water making my feet submerged. 

"You're different." He follows me and takes my hand again, pulling me against him hard so our bodies are pressed against each other. He lays on hand on my cheek and looks at me intently, capturing my gaze. "You're my Nessie. I love you. I don't care if your not a model. And yeah you do have family issues but don't think for a second that I'm not gonna be there right by your side to help you deal with them. You're my girl and I will love you till the end. Okay?" 

"Okay." I nodded, smiling.

"About Chantel, I know I shouldn't have been with her but I missed you and the thought of you not being by my side after so long was killing me. I won't do that again. But what the hell was that picture of you and that guy?" His removed his hand from my face and gave me a disappointed look. 

"Huh?" What the heck.

"Paps got a  picture of you and a guy back in Arizona. You guys were hugging." He took a step back. 

"Justin that was nothing." I looked at him with confusion. He was upset about me hugging Jordan? 

"It better have been nothing." He shook his head. 

"It was." I stared at him sternly. He just ruined a perfectly good moment.

"Good. Now lets get back inside." He smiled as if nothing happened and pulled me along. "I think we should go jet skiing later." 

"Jet skiing?" I frowned at how bipolar he can be but went along with it like Scooter said I should.

"Or you know, What ever you girls wanna do." He shrugged.

"No, jet skiing's cool." He squeezed my hand and smiled back at me.

As we got back into the beautiful vacation house I noticed Khalil in the kitchen taking out multiple bottles of liquor. 

"Turn up!" Justin shouted, running over to Khalil's side.

"Yeah man first night in the vacation house its gonna be lit." I shook my head and walked out of the room, leaving them to continue on getting "turnt up" 

I made way way through the house admiring the relaxing tone. Everything was all white with the occasional brown. Plants and tropical flowers were in all white vases. I weaved my way through the living room and down the main hall wondering where the heck the girls were. I knocked twice before opening the door to me and Carter's  room. There I saw her and Alfredo in a heated make-out session. I squealed and shut the door quickly before shouting "Use protection!" I laughed to myself and continued down he hall, knocking on Alex and Mya's door. I waited for her to open it this time. She did so quickly and smiled, gesturing me to come in. There I saw Mya sitting on her bed still unpacking and moving quickly to place her clothes into the nearest burrow. 

"So whats going on losers?" I smiled at both of them before sitting in a very comfortable armchair. 

"Just temporarily staying in a beautiful house with really hot guys who happen to be celebrities. You know, the usual." Alex shrugged with humor glinting in her eyes.

I chuckled. "You know two of those really hot guys are planning on getting all of us drunk tonight."

"Turn up!" Mya shouted with a big smile on her face.

"Really?" Alex scrunched her nose up. 

"Alex you only live once so I don't care what you say you are partying with us tonight!" 

Suddenly the door opened and carter ran in blushing when she saw me smirking at her. She closed the door behind her and jumped on Alex's bed. 

"What did I miss?" Carter said breathlessly while I mocked her with kiss faces.

"Tell Alex to stop being a granny for two seconds and act her age please." Mya said.

"Stop being a granny Alex!" Carter shouted.

"But you don't even-! You know what? Mm." Waved her arms around and  pursed her lips.

"You done?" I asked her. She rolled her eyes playfully. "Okay come on losers lets do this." I got up off the chair and opened the door, skipping out the room. 

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Its been three months since my last update and well.. yeah  sorry about that.... love you guys.. don't be mad anymore bc heres another chapter! lol...yeah..k bye.