''kailan mu balak sabihin ito sa kanila?'' luna asked
Nasa cr parin kami at inaayos ang sarili
I sigh ''bukas'' i paintly smiled
''lets go?''
She just nooded.
Ng mabuksan ko ang pinto biglang napa atras ako
Silang tatlo, kent,lyn at hiro
I smiled ''bakit kayo andito?'' lumabas na kami ''sorry natagalan ata kami!''
I manage to speak normally
''we heard it!'' kent said
Na~narinig nila? I smiled fakely ''heard what?''
''thats bułlshit ayu!'' sigaw ni Hiro staka umalis
''stop pretendin!'' sabay alis ni kent
Umiling lang si Lyn at sumunod kay kent
Naiwan kami ni luna
''lets go!'' akay ni luna sakin ''they will undestand. Not now but soon!''
I smiled ''i hope they will''
Umalis na kami at umuwi
Nadatnan naming nakaupo sa sofa si kent at lyn na nakatulala habang nasa may pinto ng office si hiro nanakaupo habang nasandal sa pinto.
I know this day will happend.
What do i do!? I hate my self seing them . I hate my self hurting them and i hate my self for not telling them
Umupo kami ni luna sa tapat nila
I cannot help but cry ''im... sorry!''
Napalingon si kent sakin ''why? Bakit mo tinago?'' pumiyok sya dahil sa malamang umiiyak sya.
I remain silent trying to find words to let them understand.
''bakit ka naglihin ayu~chan?'' lyn asked crying ''why?''
I cant helped but to look down and let my tears fall.
''shh. Lets talk when our mind is in condition.'' luna demanded ''lets all rest for a while''
Tatayo na sana sya kaso biglang lumapit si hiro
''is thïs the reason? Akala ko pa naman..'' hiro look me straight in the eyes ''kaya ayaw mo kasi ayaw mung masira ang friendship natin''
At thïs mOMent i want to scream na. To let then know what i feel.
''bakit? Ayu? Bakit?'' natulala ako ng may tumulo sa mata nya ''bakit di mo sinabi?''
''for all of you not to feel pain'' i replied ''pilit kung gumagawa ng paraan to protect all of you from pain so that...''
He cut me off ''but the mere fact na you kept your condition secret feel us pain!'' he yell ''the fact that your dying...... give us pain''
''i just.. just cant see all of you suffer in pain'' i said ''i..... ï just cant''
'' Pain is just in the state of mind.'' lyn interfree ''but If you don't wnt to feel it, don't think about it.''
I burst out crying '' im.. im sorry... im very....very sorry!''
BINABASA MO ANG
Detective Ayumi (book 1:COMPLETE) (UNEDITED 2010)
Mystery / ThrillerShes only an ordinary student but possess an extra ordinary talent she can prove a situation based on her experties her name is AYUMI SAKAI a teenager who creates a big name in her generation. being a teen and a detective is possible.
