Poems

Reaching Out

Tired, like a glowy sunset

Life & words pop like a threat

My heart sings for help

Yet many go: "Welp-"

I am guilty of my mistakes

Trying to maintain for my sake

Can anybody even try to understand?

All I ever wanted was a helping hand

Most days I feel good like I can take on the world

But others haunt me with memories that make me wanna hurl

I know everyone has there stuff and issues to deal with

And my problems and paranoia sound like a myth

Yes I've spoken to many of my troubles

Some say: "I will stay with you forever! Let me help you!"

But their lies make my problems double

And no, this is not something new

To me, I understand what I have done and the pain I've caused at times

Yet everyone's so quick to judge and turn like a dime....

Maybe I am the fool, the one who couldn't keep herself in

Then that means I will never win

This war is useless because I cannot see a way out

I've loved many but both they and I have chosen a different route

I just want someone to just tell me that I will figure this out through my days

I pray and pray

But I think I've truly snapped

Of course, there is no going back

So this last part of me has given her all

Not becoming my doom or fall

Sadly, she is tired and cannot pursue any further

Continue, my pain will be another

So for now, this is my cry out loud

My one attempt to reach out