"I'M NOT NATASHA !"

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( Joyce is a character I made but imagine it's Y/N)

- Yelena : i can't believe you -
- Joyce : he deserved that -
- Yelena : I'M NOT NATASHA JOYCE !

And there it was .. her name after all this time was back in my ears .
This yelling session now is another WHOLE OTHER STORY ! . I started my first day at school after begging Yelena to trust me and let me go , after the red room Natasha saved me and adopted me , then things got worse but she decided to leave me and ask for her sister and her family to take me with them .

Yelena ? She's more like a sister than a parent ! She can be scary tho but I usually avoid death .

Melina ? This women is awesome but a little weird I might say .

Let's skip Alexei it's a lot already .

When Natasha decided to send me to her family it was painful so I decided to run away it last for a week before , blondie finds me back .

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- Joyce : Liam ! I'm going to sleep and if you don't lock this door I'm going to kill you !
- Liam : will do ! Go to sleep chicken !

Going to sleep when you're on the run it's not that easy , I end up falling asleep until I wake up feeling someone press their hand on my mouth *

- Yelena : nah ah , no scream

She says with a quiet low tone her Russian accent fulling hitting which proves me that it's over . She found me . She slowly take away her hand and stare in my eyes .

- Yelena : A , you're gonna follow me without complaining . B get dressed quickly and C .. stop looking so shocked and check if there's macaroni here I'm starving !

I sit down and stare in her eyes until I notice the same necklace Natasha gave me , she also told me that only me her and her sister was wearing it and apparently she's still wearing it .

- Joyce : you're Yelena ? Nat -
- Yelena : yes and you're Joyce Nice to meet you go on ! Move !

I immediately get up and do as I'm told seeing that I couldn't fight her and stop seeing that she was waiting for me in front of my window .

- Joyce : Ah ah no way I'm not jumping -
- Yelena : relax ! You're not going to fall trust me

For a second I think but decide to try .

But now ? Everything is messed up .

Of course the blip happened , everyone disappeared and got back two seconds later but 5 years were already passed . I wake up in my bed seeing nothing change but a big loud noise downstairs scared me , I take my gun and immediately walk quietly in Yelena's room but she wasn't in there . I sigh and go downstairs relaxing a little knowing it was probably her or an animal .

- Joyce : Yel ?? Lena ??

I yell but no answer until I walk to the living room seeing her on the floor hyperventilating whimpering and shaking .

- Joyce : Lena !

I immediately run to her and fall in front of her cupping her cheek and make her look forward .

- Yelena : J-Joy

Joy was a weird nickname she decided to call me but she use to call me like that whenever she was sad or ... scared .

- Joyce : hey I'm here I'm here shh come here

I says softly and pull her against my chest rubbing her back gaining a loud sob , she never cries in front of me she never . What the hell happened ? . We stay here for a while as I examine the walls still holding her , it looked awful like many years passed but .. this is impossible?

- Joyce : what happened , Yelena the walls-
- Yelena : Joyce .. it's been five years

Yelena says pulling herself off my chest and looks at me weirdly .

- Joyce : what ? What the -
- Yelena : i don't know .. but it's been five years look at the tv look ..

She pause seeing how confused I was and yell

- Yelena : LOOK !
- Joyce : Okay ! Okay I'm - the remote wait

I reach for it and turn on the tv , she was right the whole planet was talking about it ... and it's been five years .

- Joyce : it's .. it's impossible

I whisper staring at the tv but look at Yelena hearing her phone calling ..

- Joyce : who is it ?
- Yelena : it's * she pause for a sec * My mom

She mumble and answer putting on the speaker , Melina was crying behind her phone and we could hear alexei yell behind .

Present time

Natasha died , she's dead and I'm not ready to say goodbye or let the person that killed her run away . But I have to be strong . For Yelena , i have too! , I started school a week ago . I begged Yelena to let me I thought it would've been cool but I was wrong ... people kept saying things about Natasha or the purple grinch . And today it was enough , I don't wanted to keep my anger in ! It was too much ! I punched a guy and did way worse , I'm not a part of the school anymore and the guy was sent to the closest hospital but obviously the worse was coming . Yelena . Anyway now that you kinda understand let's get back to the real present time .

- Yelena : I'M NOT NATASHA JOYCE !

I flinch and step back staring in her eyes ... Natasha use to try and forgive me but also help me with my anger issues , Yelena ? Since Nat's death she's been off .. if something was wrong it was more like the planet was burning the people alive or something like that . I keep taking care of Fanny , our dog and trying to feed her but I also gave up on me in the same way .

- Joyce : i know * I whisper * and I don't want you to be her or somebody I just want the real Yelena , I don't like the one who's always in her room drinking vodka all day long . I know we don't have a body but since yesterday and the day before I've been very occupied

She sigh and sit down on the couch staring at me .

- Yelena : oh keep going it's interesting!

She says with her annoyed tone and her fake smile .

- Joyce : I made a grave for Natasha .. that's why I skipped school yesterday it's because I asked Melina to give me photos and cute things to put on it , it's under a tree so it's cool and pretty and it's in the woods so fanny came with me but you were in your room so you didn't know

I say slowly sitting next to her and taking her hand in mine , she stare at me her eyes filled with tears .

- Yelena : i miss her

She whisper staring at me with feeling powerless

- Joyce : I know ... I know

I smile sadly and kiss her cheek pulling her in a hug .

- Joyce : but if we keep going like that we're going to lose it all * I whisper softly *
- Yelena : i wanna go * she pull away * show me I want to see

I nod finally seeing a little smile on the corner of her lips , me her and Fanny take the road and finally visit Nat .. her body wasn't here but I know she wasn't far . Yelena kneel down and whistle that she loves her , she turn to me and I do the same looking at Fanny getting closer and licking the grave once .

- Joyce : I love you mom

I whisper for the last time , having the perfect family I needed . And the mom I will make proud up in the sky .

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