Nat and Wanda being like big sisters to Violet smith :)
F : and like I told you guys we've got the files , and it is not thanks to Miss smith over there who almost got half of the team killed because of her waste of time
Miss smith , it's me . Violet smith .
And I failed like an ass a big mission with the avengers .
Tho while I went to these a million times even with my young age I kept focus and always managed to do a good job ..
this time was different and it's all because of me .
* 1 week before the mission *
V : just because you're in a bad mood you can't just avoid me Nat were a team !
N : I'm teaming up with an idiot -
V : what the fuck did I do this time ??
I flinch hardly when I feel Natasha push me against the closest wall , in a way it hurt my back as she wrap my jaw in her hands . Dead . I'm so . Dead .
N : do dare tell me you're not the one who told everyone about me and Steve -
V : wait - WHAT !?? No ! I promised you I wouldn't !-
N : yet you were the ONLY person aware ! Now everyone knows and guess what ?? Because of your little mouth he doesn't even dare speak with me -
V : I didn't say anything Natasha I swear ! I promised !
N : .. promises can break and I have an idea of why you could've done such thing .
2 weeks before *
V : WHY ??? Because she's the black widow the best of all time!? This mission was mine ! -
F : not anymore smith , now that Natasha's back and feeling well she will take it with Rogers . Make sure to rest you have another big mission coming anyways in 2 weeks with the whole team .
V : ... you !- ... dammit !
I rush out of shield's building all that training for NOTHING, I go out and walk around the city to take out my anger an hour later getting calls of Natasha , Steve Tony simply bothering me to know where the fuck I was .
V : " have fun in your mission leave me the fuck alone Tasha " .
She's older than me and even tho at this point I saw her like my big sister she taught me everything ! Yet I'm still not the first choice to missions .. she is .
Present time *
V : at least you have what you asked leave me alone now -
F : sit . Down . Smith
He says very firmly all eyes on me as I was getting up to leave , I look at Nat who didn't look at me once not having thanked me a second for holding the door for her in that mission and managing to find a way to stop the bombs before it exploded . What a great partner . I hate her .
V : hmm * grunts and sit back down *
I listen to this whole speech made by Fury for at least 2 hours until I'm free to go , I take my arm away when I feel Natasha holding me back asking to talk but I don't even pay attention to her . I walk to do what helps me best . Punch . Hard .
W : Vi !! - Violet my god - darling stop !!- stop !
I barely hear Wanda coming to me and pulling me off the punching bag as it was now red , yep , white at first and now full of red blood , tears wetting my top and my cheeks letting myself fall down in her arms and break down on the floor
V : I'm fine !- I'm ... I'm -
W : shhh , breathe my love breathe
Like Natasha Wanda was older than me and she kept saying I was like a big sister to her .. while to me she felt like a second older sister one that was more calm in every situation compared to Nat .
My burning hands hold onto Wanda's shirt hiding onto her and letting out more of my anger ..
I never would've betrayed Natasha even if I didn't get the mission ! It's stupid .
Dinner time *
I walk in the kitchen my hands wrapped in bandages and cleaned by Wanda, silently taking my spot in front of Natasha who was already watching me and my hands but keeping it quiet .
Everyone starting to eat and talk about their plans and their work and their life .. like always .
T : and you ? What did you do kick a tree ?
Tony asks sarcastically directly to me as I give him a fake smile and shake my head
S : you should be more careful Vi -
V : I don't need any of your advices Rogers
I say with the same tone as him a little more coldly while taking some bread my eyes for a second or two meeting the ones I hate now .
W : whatever happened it won't happen again , yeah Violet ? You'll have a talk with -
V : I got it Wanda.. I'll see .
Just like that attention was off my shoulders , I wait for us to be done to get up and bring my dishes to the sink starting to wash what's mine and followed with what's Wanda's .. yep I end up doing everyone's dishes until lastly Natasha's turn comes up .
V : if you think I'll do yours Natasha
N : I'll do mine ... you go to bed
V : don't tell me what to do
I say looking at her then away movinf and drying my hands .
N : ... Violet I'm -
V : you're what ? Sorry ? For what possible reasons Natasha there's a lot on the list !
N : ... everything
She mumbles with a sad tone , making me snort .
N : it was Tony who told everyone , he saw me and Steve kiss .. I never should've said it was you
V : .. you never should've indeed
I say feeling my eyes burn walking to the fridge to put away our drinks .
N : I'm sorry
V : yeah I got it
N : vi -
V : it's not just that simple Natasha ! Not only you acted like a bitch you also didn't thank me a SECOND for what happened in that mission !!
N : we were in the middle of a mission Violet -
V : so !? I fucking saved your life ALL of your lives by stopping the bomb , NONE of you said " thank you " . But of course no one cares right ? Little Violet saved us once the whole team saved her so many more times ?
I slam the door of the fridge and leave the kitchen leaving her alone and wiping my cheeks feeling warm tears rolling down on my Face . Tony .. of course it was him .
Slamming one more door and I find myself laying on my bed grunting painfully my heart aching at all of this situation .
A few days after *
V : you called me ste - ... you
I stop seeing Natasha in the library where Wanda said Steve was calling me but there was only her there .
N : come and sit
She says placing her legs on the desk sitting comfortably a sandwich next to her .
I don't take long before I walk toward the desk and drop on the comfy chair sighing quietly
N : can we talk ?
V : we are talking now ?
N : you know what I mean Violet can we actually make conversation other than " hi " " goodnight " " yes " " no " ??
V : you took notes of what we've been saying to each other lately or ..?
I can't help but talk with sarcasm .. even tho I missed her and she tried to apologise everyday for how things went between us.
V : we can talk
N : every good conversations tho start with .. Romanoff's peanut butter jelly sandwiches
She says with a smirk making me chuckle and lean forward looking at her get me one ready
And just like that ... I was finding my big sister back
Tho still hurt secretly of how she thought I'd break a promise
