( TW ⚠️❗️: gun / Death talk / )
- N : do it ... take off the security go on
Y/n stare at Nat , having figured out one hour ago that it was her . Natasha .
Who killed y/n's father
Who murdered a man during a mission , an innocent who also helped Natasha kill the bad guy that was sadly in that moment right behind Y/n's father .
Y/n tried to do researches with Nat , she got saved by her from the hands of the cold hearted agents of hydra ,promising to help her find her dad but Natasha clearly knew since day one where he was . but she never had the courage to explain .
It's been now 1 year since they've known each other and in one hour , the disgust for this woman was stronger than anything else .
Aiming a gun against her forehead as the whole avengers team were around standing on their guards but not moving since Nat don't wanted them to do anything just staring in Y/n's eyes .
Tears forming in y/n's eyes , her hands were shaky and her breathing was quite fast .
She tried to seem confident toward the woman who acted as a mother to her , a mother y/n never had by her side .
But it was quite hard , it was actually awful .
- Y/n : w-why ? ... Why !
She mumbles whimpering quietly and take off the security of the gun
- S : Hey y/n take it easy !-
- N : it's fine Steve ! ... I had to .. y/n I had to -
- Y/n : you had to is NOT THE RIGHT ANSWER !!
- N : ... i didn't know that he had a daughter at that time -
- Y/n : oh come on you're digging yourself !-
- N : i had to and it happened !
Natasha says louder and wrap her hand against the gun pressing it harder against her forehead
- N : you're not any better than me if you do that little dove , but do it if you think that's what's best . Go on do it . I way rather die than be your enemy
- Y/n : ... I -... I cant - i cant
She says dropping the gun to the floor sobbing quietly and covering her mouth with one hand shaking her head
- Y/n : i Cant do this i can't do it
She says shakily and let herself fall on her knees her hands resting in front of her stabilising herself and breaking down fully .
A few weeks passes after this , not a word was said between y/n and Nat not even a single " hi " as Natasha works hard on finding y/n's father's grave being sure he had one ! .
She works hard for her and for herself , needing to do something good for once good enough maybe .
- N : morning , drop the bag you're not going to school
Natasha says to y/n seeing her come downstairs ready for school
- Y/n : ... funny
Y/n say sarcastically slightly chuckling and take her jacket as Nat go to her taking her jacket as well
- N : you're not , I'm taking you somewhere -
- Y/n : Nope you're not -
- N : Y/n
Natasha say more firmer making y/n tense hating that tone and look at Nat this time
- N : bag down , car now
She says more serious and less soft , y/n hums slightly and drop her bag walking outside to Nat's car not knowing where she was about to go but still obeying no matter what really happened .
Natasha join after a bit and start the car making sure y/n was wearing her seatbelt and finally they both take the road for 1 hour straight .
- Y/n : no but if you plan on doing something stupid with me or my body I'd like to know .. I don't want to die and know nothing -
- N : yeah y/n yeah , I'm not planning on killing you ... not that I never thought of
Natasha says teasing her making y/n grunt but quietly , and after a silent drive Nat end up parking her car in front of a graveyard
- Y/n : ... which one is mine ?
- N : you pick..? , come on drop the sarcasm and follow me dove
Y/n walk out of the car with Nat and go to the graves looking around quietly and not knowing why she was here but starting to understand
Nat stops in front of one and let y/n come closer staying silent letting her read the name on the grave
- y/n : ... dad
She mumbles frowning her eyebrows sadly and bringing her hand to her heart ...
- Y/n : .. you knew where he was all this time ?
She asks to Nat her eyes naturally filling with tears again
- N : no , after what happened I worked hard to find him .. so you could be with him
- Y/n : .. you did it for me ?
She mumbles sobbing very quietly , as Nat sigh sadly and whisper a " come here " before bringing y/n closer , who hug Nat actually quickly and tightly .
Grateful she did that for her in the end .
