Forbidden (Hawks x Fem!reader)

"I don't think I like feelings"

Despite Shigaraki banning you from seeing Hawks by yourself, you disobeyed him and continued to sneak off every night.

Every time you guys chatted together, you felt yourself growing closer to him. You found your heart beating faster, your mood lifting up, and a funny feeling in your stomach.

You had never experienced anything like this in your life, so you thought it was just because you and Hawks talked together a lot.

But you and Shigaraki had been together since you were kids and you have never felt that way to him.

So you decided to ask for help.

"MR. COMPRESS!" You called out as you opened his room door to see not only him, but Toga and Dabi.

"Why are you here Y/N?" Dabi groaned.

"You called Y/N by her real name??" Toga said in surprise.

Few nights ago

"Oi, open up Dabi." You called out, knocking on his door.

There was silence before shuffling was heard and Dabi opened his room door.

"What do you want you bitch?" Dabi asked.

"I want to apologize for the fight we had." You said.

Dabi stood in shock, "What?"

"I said, I want to apologize. I understand why you would rat me out, in some way, so I came to apologize for kicking you, it was a little too overboard." You explained.

"Who are you and what the fuck did you do to Y/N?" Dabi said.

"I'm serious!" You said.

"Fine fine, I guess I owe you an apology for being a hypocrite." Dabi admitted.

"So, we are on a truce or something now?" You asked hopefully.

"Yea yea, whatever." Dabi agreed.

PRESENT TIME

"What's wrong with saying her name?" Dabi demanded.

"You always call her a bitch though, its just surprising!" Toga protested.

"Enough about that! I need help!" You interrupted.

"What is it Y/N?" Mr. Compress asked.

"So let's say, hypothetically, that I like someone, how does that feel?" You asked sheepishly.

"You're telling me, you never liked someone?!" Toga asked dramatically.

"Yea, is that a problem?" You asked.

"A big one!" 

"Do you like someone?" Dabi asked suspicously.

"What? No! It's just a thought that popped up when reading those silly romance books y'know?" You lied.

"Hmmmm..." Dabi muttered suspiciously.

"In my experience, I feel like I need to see them all the time!" Toga piped up.

"That's sounds surprisingly normal coming from you." Mr. Compress noted.

"And that I need to kill whoever comes near them and keep them with me forever and ever!"

"Never mind."

"Uhhh... Other then that?" You asked.

"When you like someone, you feel extremely happy with them and your heart beats a lot faster." Mr. Compress said.

"You might get butterflies in your stomach too." Dabi said.

"How did you know that Dabi?" Toga asked.

"That is none of your business, now stay still or your hair is going to look messy." Dabi said.

"So, all that is how liking someone feels like?" You asked.

"Yes, and if it goes further it will be how love feels like." Mr. Compress explained.

"Woah, that's cool. Dabi, can you do my hair next?" You asked.

"Yea yea whatever." He replied rolling his eyes.

HAWKS PENTHOUSE

It was an off day for Hawks, he was currently relaxing on his couch.

"Hm, I'm hungry." He said to himself as he got up and went to his kitchen.

A bag of goodies caught his eyes, it was the cookies you gave him awhile ago. 

He smiled and grab some to eat, he loved those cookies. Every time he saw it or ate it, they reminded him of you.

He froze, was he smiling at the thought of you?

Come to think about it, there wasn't a time when he wasn't thinking about you.

Whether you have eaten yet, what you were doing at that moment, or whether you got into another fight.

"I think I might be in love." Hawks said to himself, "With a villain."

He felt his face grew warm, this was bad.

He was a hero! The No. 2 Pro Hero! Hawks, the hero too fast for his own good. The heart throb to a lot of young women. He was falling for a villain, and one of the most dangerous ones!

Maybe this is just a quick thing, right? He will get over it the moment he brings you and the league to justice.

"I don't think I like feelings." He muttered to himself as he grabbed a cookie and went back to his couch.

If only he knew that would be a start of a tragic love