Haikyuu Horrors

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"My favourite colour's red."

If there's anything, anything at all that I remember you saying, it's that.

"But I thought you said your favourite colour's purple?" I asked back.

"Purple's nice," you said while licking your ice cream. "But red's better. Blue's cool too."

"Huh," I looked down at my own ice cream. "How come I never knew any of this?" I said now facing you fully.

"I guess it just never came up."

"As your boyfriend, I think I should at least know your favourite colour."

You laughed, smiling your golden smile. I loved that smile. How come you're not smiling?

"Okay, Bo, I'll tell you my favourite colours from now on, okay?" I pouted. "Fine fine, Kou."

I loved it when you used my first name. I hated seeing you use my last name.

"Bokuto please!"

"Use my first name!"

"Kotarou, I'm begging you!"

After that you only ever used my first name.

We made so many memories together, but all good things must come to an end.

That's what you told me when you tried to leave me.

You said you'd always love me.

Was that all a lie to get my guard down? So you could take advantage of me?

I should've been mad, I should've been real mad. And I was.

But instead of punishing you like I should've,

I gave you red. Practically bathed you in it if I'm being honest.

I gave you purple too.

So why aren't you smiling?

Why won't you speak to me?

Please say something.

Please, please talk to me.

Fuck, I gave you blue too! You said blue was cool!

c̶o̶o̶l̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶s̶k̶i̶n̶

So why aren't you happy?

Why aren't you smiling your golden smile?

Hey.

You said you like red, right?

Your favourite colour's red, right?

Did I...

Did I get it wrong?

Shit.

I fucked up again, didn't I?

"My favourite colour's yellow."

Red's my favourite colour.

Shit.

I can't stop thinking about myself, huh?

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