tw panic attacks
"i'll be back in a second, i'm just going to that shop, jongho said whilst pointing to the other side of the street. are you sure you'll be okay?" jongho asked for the fifth time, knowing that y/n has anxiety in crowds
"of course, it won't be long" y/n said, smiling at him
'i can do this..' she thought to herself, trying to give herself encouragement as jongho slowly disappeared into the crowd
she looked around at her surroundings cautiously as
she couldn't see jongho in the distance anymore. sighing, she looked down at her phone to try and find an app to distract herself from what was happening. of course there was nothing. her hands started to shake slightly and her heavy breathing started to worsen rapidly.
"why am i like this?" she whispered to herself, closing her eyes, covering them with her hands as she looked down at the floor.
"y/n.." jongho whispered, kneeling in front of her suddenly. he gently shook her arm a little to try and make her look up. as she didn't raise her head he gently moved her hands away from her face, trying to get a closer look at her face to see if she was panicking or just tired
"can we go.. please?" she said, fighting back tears with pain in her voice
"of course, let's go away from here" he said, grabbing her hand and guiding her away from the busy street.
"you know, you could've asked me to stay or i could've brought you with me" jongho said, looking at y/n as they walked through the street to a secluded area
"i thought i could do it" y/n said, sighing as the tears started to come back
"don't cry, please.." jongho said, pulling her in for a hug as she rested her head on his shoulder
"let's take a seat, okay?" jongho said, leading her to a bench in a pretty much empty park. people rarely went there during the winter.
jongho looked at her and sighed as he noticed the tears still forming in her eyes. he gently caressed his thumb under her eye, removing any tears that were present. yea
"i know this is hard for you, especially during chirstmas shopping season" jongho said sympathetically, talking to her in a soft voice
"i'm so pathetic, why can't i be normal?" y/n said, hanging her head low to avoid eye contact with jongho
"hey, hey.. don't cry" jongho said, lifting her chin with his hand as he started into her eyes. he suddenly leaned forward, leaving a quick kiss on her lips. she smiled at him a little, leaning over to kiss him again.
"do you feel better now?" jongho said, grinning at her
"much better" y/n said, laying against his chest as he hugged her from behind
