Our Toxic Love

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Zach's POV
I open the gates for Kyro. His black lamb pull up so I walk outside to assist him.

"Is this everything?"

"Yh. You want me to take them in and you hold him?"

"Aiite."

He gives me Adonis and takes his stuff in the house.

"What's up my little shoota."he looks at the silly face I'm making and laughs. Using his soft, little hands, he touches my face.

"Daddy missed you too."I hold his head gently and place a kiss on his forehead.

"Let's go inside, get you out this heat."

I close the door behind us and walk to the living room. I sit in the sofa with Don in my hand. Footsteps were coming down the stairs.

"Yo."Kyro sits in the other sofa.

"Wassup?"

"Neva said they're coming over."

"After two weeks she finally decides to let me see my own son and they gone come and take him away from me too."

He laughs,"Cause you know they will. I can tell them to come tomorrow instead."

"Nah it's good."

"Aiite."

Out of suspense I ask,"Was she the one you collected him from?"

"Nah but she was the one who called me, told me where to go. Said they gone be a bit busy so you can keep him for this week."

"They? Who the fuck she has my son around Kyro?"

This lil girl got me all the way fucked up. She left Hollywood not telling anyone what the fuck caused her to leave or maybe she just never told me cause she talking to everyone else.

She left and to think of it now, that private jet does look a lot like the one that belongs to that mother fucker who I opened up to her and told her about. I know this thanks to social media and for the first time in my entire life people know my goddamn business and my name is all over the media.

She took our son away from the safest place for him at the time and had the nerve to bring a dude in my fucking house, hold my fucking child and take them away.

I don't know where they're staying or who they're staying with. Ion know who she got my kid around. She doesn't talk to me, she kept me from seeing him for almost two whole fucking weeks. And when she finally decides to let me see him, I had to hear about it from Kyro and now I'm hearing that she wasn't the one who fucking had him?

Not even Jesus himself can save her when I catch her ass.

"Zach, all I can say is you know damn well Amy wouldn't be having no stranger or anyone who couldn't be trusted around Adonis."

"Ion give a fuck about that. What she's doing is fucked up, all the fucking way fucked up..."

I stop myself, get up and go outside to get some air. I know I must be red as fuck right now and I really don't want Don to grow up around anger. I settle my breathing and walk back inside.

The first thing I notice as I came in was my son creeping around smiling while he plays with his toy.

I was cupping the bridge of my nose and didn't even realize that I was crying until I felt actual tears on my face.

"You good?" Kyro gets up and holds my shoulder.

"Yeah, I'm good."

I lift Adonis up because he's at my feet. I put on some coco melon for him to watch but he looks at it and turn his head away.

Oh, my son don't like no cocomelon.

"Vuoi guardare papà giocare ai videogiochi?" I look at him.(Translation: Do you want to watch daddy play video games?)

He laughs,"lo prendo come un sì. Sí?" I smile at him.(Translation: I take that as a yes. Yes?)

He smiles again.

"Ky can you set the game up for me."

"Yeah sho."

Ky gets up and set up the game. He brings two controllers and sit beside me.

"You wanna play some FIFA white boy?" he jokes.

"Imma white boy who beat you on your favorite game asshole."I laugh.

He hisses,"Nigga you wish."

"We'll see."

He looks at Adonis,"Watch your unc beat yo dad DonDon."

I shake my head and laugh.

The game ends at 4-2. Kyro jumps up laughing out loud and I laugh too which caused Adonis to laugh as well.

"What did I tell you! I shoulda bet you."

"You got lucky."I fan him off playfully.

"You gone say that. You definitely gone say that."he laughs.

He sits down and looks at a message that came up on his phone.

"They're here."

"Lemme call them. I'm finna troll they stupid ass." we both laugh.

I FaceTime Neva and me and Ky try to hold back our grins.

"Zach open the damn gate. You got us out here baking."

Neva not even a Hello first? Where's yo manners?

"Exactly."Luke sticks his head out from the back.

"Y'all got food?"I ask them raising a brow.

"What?" all of them looks at the phone and asks.

"No food ain't here except for Adonis, so if y'all ain't got no food you better bring y'all asses back to get us some."

"Nigga ain't nobody got time to be playing. You got Rick honking at us." Neva whines.

"Ain't nobody playing. Kyro you playing?," I look at Kyro and he says no,"Exactly! Not even Adonis Lane playing. Ain't no one in here playing."

"Nigga let us in or we finna run this shit over man."Chris turns the phone for us to see him. They're in his car.

Me and Kyro laughs and I open the gate using my phone.

After using the outside parking they slide the door open and come in.

They all give us a face and we laugh,"Y'all play too much mane."Chris sits down.

I see them with TacoBell food bags.

"So y'all had food and choose to stay out there."

"Zach don't even."Yana said.

They take Adonis out my hands and take turns with holding and playing with him. We eat and chat.

"So what y'all getting Amy for her birthday next week?" Neva asks all of us.

Next week's her birthday. I got her gift a while ago, just that it's being customized.

"Oh her party will be at Andre's club and she said the theme is bling for the ladies. We all going right?" Luke adds then looks at me for the last part.

"Y'all do know you can't get my girl no lame ass gifts and we better get her turnt up for her day."Cassie says.

"Y'all mean Amy Z." Rick laughs.

"We not finna call my babymomma no damn Amy Z." Neva says.

She's actually my babymomma Neva.

"I actually like it, it has a nice ring to it." I added.

"Of course you'd say that Zach caz they add the Z off of your name."Yana roll her eyes playfully.

"Y'all still finna whoop her ass tho right?"Rick asks and everyone snap their head in his direction.

"This nigga."Kyro laughs.