Our Toxic Love

@36

The door opens and he comes in.

He turn the lights on to hand me a plate,"I made dinner."

"I'm not hungry."I just continue watching the tv series.

That lasagna smells the fuck good tho.

He puts the plate down on the table, sits on the bed and puts my legs over his.

"Babe I'm sorry."he rubs my feet.

God I hate that it's so damn hard to be mad at him.

He snakes his hand to my underwear and I slap it away.

"Can you move." I looked at him annoyed.

I remove my legs from over his and move over on the bed a bit.

You do not need to be making me wet right now sir.

"Ba_"

"Zachery can you just go! You had absolutely no problem with doing it hours ago."

I hear him sign,"Do you want me to sleep in another room?"

"Do whatever you want. It's your house."

"You know what. Imma go."

"That's what I've been saying."I talk back.

I can feel his eyes piercing holes in my body.

He takes the plate from the table and walk out.

"I need my phone!"I shout.

I continue watching the series.

After a few episodes I start feeling lonely and like on cue he walks in shirtless with some shorts on.

"Here,"he throws the phone on the bed,"I'll be gone in the morning, it'll be like I wasn't even here. You won't have to tolerate me for long but I'm sleeping in this room, on this bed with you and ion got time for your bullshit."

I get up taking the top sheet off with me to walk out. He grabs me and stops me from leaving.

"I said with you neonata."

He tosses me on the bed,"Don't make me give you another reason to be mad at me."

He comes on the bed and under the sheet. He cuddles me in a spooning position but his hand rest on my rare.

He smells so good.

I take his hands off me.

He slaps me on my ass,"Stop that."

He puts his hand back at my rare and snuggle his head into my neck. He places a light kiss on it.

"Ti voglio bene."he whispers (Translation: I love you.)

I really need to learn Italian. I'm deadass serious this time.

After another episode, I turn the TV off. I could hear his soft snores.

Why couldn't he have annoying snores so that I could push him off me and would hate sleeping with him? Gosh!

As I'm about to go sleep my phone start ringing. I hear Zach groan,"Who you got calling you this late?"

I pick up the phone and answer,"Hello?"

"Amy, finally. You had me worried. I couldn't get to you all day and Melissa and Seth said they had the same problem. Is everything ok?"

"I'm ok Lio. Just slee_"

My phone is suddenly out of my hands.

Zach hangs it up, turns it off and throws it somewhere in the room.

"You really needa stop tossing me and my phone."

"Don't give me a reason to and I won't."I could tell that he's upset.

I roll my eyes.

"Why is he calling you this late? Have you two gotten that close in such a short period of time? He even made a big scene on your birthday and got you some ice."

"Men and their jealousy."

He slips his hand into my underwear and I try to control my breathing.

"I'm not jealous babygirl. Especially of him. If anything, I'm more upset than jealous."

He bites my neck and I let out a low moan.

"See, I have no reason to be jealous."

"Don't be so sure of yourself."I try to talk straight.

"Is that so?"he slips two fingers inside of me and my feet stiffen up and my toes curl. I bite my bottom lip.

"Mhmm?"He snakes his other hand up my shirt and cups my breast.

"Yes."I let out almost breathlessly.

He flips us and he's suddenly on top of me.

He holds my neck and looks down at me.

"You love when I get mad don't you?"

I bite my lips.

"You keep testing me lil girl but you'll get what you want when I'm back tomorrow. Just wait."

He gets off of me and goes back into our previous position.

He whispers in my neck,"You keep playing with fire Amy."

Because I like to get burnt especially by you.