A Part Of My Life

Chapter 6 '' First Panic Start .........''

Today's morning was really fresh, i mean whatever happened yesterday had no way outta my mind but it still kept me wondering but ..... after a long pause on my thought , i heard my mom screaming out loud to wake me up for school, ''Oh no!'' I said , not today please, why , its just my second day i dont wanna panic and do stufff , so I got up as fast as i could , got ready to go for school, thank God for different rooms , well i had alot of problem when i had to share my room with my sister for like six months and if 'God forbit' i got up late for school , she'd takeover the bathroom for half an hour until mom came and got her out. Well, after my panic start,i was more over ok at the breakfast table , but something kept annoying , oh wait , someone outside kept honking continuosly , well i was done and as i went out Emily had come to give me a drive to school, well it wasn't her driving it was her mom and coincidently her mom and my mom had met in the supermarket and became good friends, well that infact was completely 'AWKWARD' umm yeah perfect description.......

Atlast , we reached well, Emily's mom was really kind and cool just like mine , but anyway as we went in , I met Zack and he asked whether it was ok if he'd come to my place and guess what , i completely forgot to ask mom about it , but anyway hopefully i dont forget about it today. Well, class started and no sign of Jake anywhere,well it wasn't that i was insecure or something , I just suddenly had a thought about him or maybe I had it through out the night or something, but after class ended i had P.T. class well , i was ok at sports , yeah 'ok' at it , so while we were playing volleyball alot of cute guys were like you know starring at us and stuff , but strangely this group of girls were acting so wierd , they were like '' oh my God , he's looking at me'' and well that was completely weird and awkward but well we continued playing and hey i'm pretty good at it, then suddenly i just looked at those group of guys and i suddenly looked straight at Zack well , i turned and started concentrating, umm why would he look at me and stuff , but the only thing that was actually distracting me was those stupid girls , who were acting completely crazy , they kept saying ' Oh , he looking at you, your so lucky'' , well irritating cause why are they looking at me and saying that, so i decieded to look at that idiot who was starring at me, and well , when i turned ,'what the hell' Jake was starring at me , umm he was like kinda smiling at me , well then i started to concentrate back at the game but i couldn't help to look back and see whether he was still starring at me , and guess what he was and i stood still well then i guess you'd know what happened next , i got hit by the ball so hard on my freakin head, and i fell, well i looked again and he was laughing at me , aggh i soo hate him for doing that , well i know i was clumsy, but he distracted me , and yeah i kinda blacked out for a minute but then i got up. Well i didn't want to make a joke outta myself so i continued playing, im pretty competitive when it comes to beat someone down , so then , suddenly some guys where cheering for me, well of course not that meanie, well i looked at him with anger and he was still laughing at me , i was so bugged cause of that , so then i started playind and well the cheering got me really into the mood and well after a while we won , i was so happy and made a really smart face at him, well anyway it was weird that i did that but well , I did win anyway, well after that i changed and went for our lunch break..............

Well i did enjoy when everyone was complementing me on my acheivement , well it wasn't a big thing but everyone told me that beating that group was impossible, well i told them nothing's impossible, and so Emily and i were talking and stuff , then suddenly i asked why was Jake sitting with those other basketball guys , i mean it was just that they were like , like a team just always together and stuff , well suddenly i asked her '' are they GAY?'' i mean everyone says that cute guys are gay and stuff , then Emily told me that they're not gay and it's just that they're like sorta brother's or something, so well they like are like this since they were kids , awkward for me..... But anyway according to the story in Twilight well, it was like Bella see's Edward in the cafeteria,and stuff , but wait why was i comparing my life to a story?.......

Umm anyway,well school ended , and well Emily gave me a drop home, well cause i had to rest , i mean hey i did get hurt a bit badly but i still needed to rest so well, mom asked me what happened ,why had i come home so early , well then i told mom the whole story and then she told me to rest so i went to my room and then rested, well i started to do my homework and stuff and i remembered to tell mom about my assignment and that my partner would be coming home , so well i finished my homework and by then it was late evening and when i went downstairs to tell mom, dad's friend had come 'Sheriff Brown' well , dad introduced me to him and yeah he was pretty funny and stuff and he also told me that his son was in the same school as me , his name was Robert , but i wasn't exactly fimiliar with that name, but i did enjoy along with sheriff and his funny jokes and well we had dinner and i was so tired that i couldn't resist to fall asleep so i just went and you wouldn't believe what happened, i thought my bed was near the door so i fell on the floor thinking it was my bed , and the sound was actually really funny but really painful ,and mom shouted saying '' what happen is everything fine,did you drop the shelf or something'' and i was laughing and crying in pain but i then just got up and well checked whether or not it was my bed and then slept , oh God my head hurted like hell , but laughing it out was better than crying over it , and so well i just went to sleep after writing into my Diary..........