A Part Of My Life

Fake People , Fake Feelings .....

It was just the kinda day i imagined it would be , it was bright with a slightly cold wind , i felt so good with the weather ......

It was so perfect , i just couldn't imagine wat i was gonna do on the date it was just so nerve wracking ......

I had to prepare , i mean wat i had to wear n wat i had to say , i mean i should go mubble in front of him like a freak , yea especially i stay quite or else he might think something's wrong with me ......

But i dont know y i had a bad feeling , it kept bothering me now n then but i decided to ignore it .....

It wasnt until when i reached the dinner , i mean usually the guy reaches the dinner early n so i decided not to keep him waiting n left early in excitment , i mean i was so nervous , but i kept focusing on trying to act normal .....

With all that excitement in my mind , the only worst thing could happen if I'd have to trip or fall of embarrassment but i guess it wasn't like that n as i saw him in there sitting i cried and ran away ....

I mean hoe could he , how could he like play with my feelings.....

Is he even human , i mean how inhuman can someone be .....

I ran into a unknown place which seemed more like a forest , i cried as i was running n reached a place with unknown paths , i was scared but i didnt stop there ,  i kept walking until i heard something , i felt it come closer as if it was looking at me from a bush , i didn't know wat to do , i couldn't control my leg from running n ran as fast as i could but didn't know that as i was running my legs started to grow weaker n weaker as i kept dropping my speed n suddenly dashed into a tree n fell , i was sore , i was in pain , not physical but of the heart .....

As i fell there starring at the moon , i kept wondering why i trusted someone i was unsure about from the moment i met .....

Suddenly , i could feel his existence n got up in the tired state i was is in , like it dragged me to something n suddenly wat appeared to me was a shadow like thing which past by me i suddenly started being so serious n the thought which shouldn't have come to my mind , it sent chills down my spine , how could it be possible , how...... How? ...... A ghost ...... Oh God please not me ..... Please ...... I reached out to few sticks n put it over each other n started screaming

" Stay away from me , the spirit of the God is with me , Ugghh I mean The stick .... Ohh no umm .... Just that he is with me ......"

" You'll only scare away the birds by doing that " said a voice laughing

It sounded fimiliar and as I turned I saw him ..... I mean Jake .....

" Not pleased to see u either ......"

"Woahh .... Wats with the attitude ?"

" Umm Nothing its just I've had a bad day n wait why am i telling u that ?"

" Hahaha Maybe we could talk before u hurt anyone with those sticks "

And he reached to take the sticks from me , His hand touched mine , it was just that his hand was warm but not warm , i mean it felt weird , Maybe he had a fever , who knows ....

N suddenly we were talking

" So why have dressed like ur going to impress someone ?"

" Umm actually I ran away from that person who made me do this .... " i said in disappointment,

" Hahaha Yea can see that .... " he said laughing ,

" What do u mean by that ?"

" I mean that ur covered in dirt ..... I mean yea it explains that u ran away to .... "

" It's not funny ok , i dont know about u but , i dont think that being cheated on is something great to celebrate "

" Oh I'm .... umm... I'm really sorry "

" Umm it's ok "

" U know , u dont deserve him , he's not worth u .... "

" It was Zack " I said looking at him side ways,

" Well , I'm definitely right then "

" Really , What is it between u two?"

" Well for starters I could say that he isn't what he looks like , i can say that with experience , n secondly he only does things to make him popular , like for example the ' party ' n many other things ... "

" So u think that he tried to get to me to get popular ?"

" Well if it sounds right that way, then yea ... "

" Why though ? I'm new n not even popular ir anything ... So ?"

" Really ? U don't see it do u ?"

" See what?"

" Ur the most prettiest girl in the school , what do u expect guys to ignore u ?"

" What!"

" Yea ... " he said trying to sound normal ,

" Well , umm...  Do u think of it the same way ?" I said being anxious n scared ,

" Ummm ..... Ughhh Yea .... I mean ..."

" Thanks "

He looked at me saying ,
" what for ?"

" For umm ... Telling me about Zack n stuff "

" Ohh .... Umm Yea no problem "

I wanted to thank him for telling me that i was pretty , i mean well , I could feel his eyes on me as i was smiling , then suddenly ,

" Wait , Where r u taking me ?"

" Umm ..... Home "

" Well , How did u know I was here? "

" Well u bumped into me remember ?"

" Umm ... Yea .... I ... Ughh...."

Suddenly i fell weak n couldn't stand n fell on him , he caught me n made me stand ,

" R u ok? "

" Umm... Yea "

" U sure "

" Yea .... I'm fine , I'm fine "

" Ok well can u walk a bit , till we reach ur House? "

" Yea "

" ok "

he said taking my arm around his neck n keeping his hand around my waist , I could feel it , it was rising n kept getting hotter n warmer  , I felt it coming onto me , his fever kept me warm but also sent me into this trance , and then suddenly we reached home , n i came out of it , it was weird , it felt like  a drug , i thanked him  n went inside ,

" Soo , how was it ? " mom said excitingly

" I don't wanna talk about it ,mom "

" Well Did u guys kiss? "

" Mom! " i said in an annoying tone n went to my room ,

" Goodnight sweetheart "

I entered my room , got changed n went to bed ......