A Part Of My Life

Trying To Be Right......

Uhh after I reached home, I quickly ran to have a shower and get my life sorted out.... I couldn't believe why Jake was so rude to me? I hated that feeling , I mean at first he seemed strange,then kind,then rude, I mean what the hell was he doing by acting like a jerk,Thoughts in my mind where really getting outta control,so I decided to rest for a while and try to relax .....

Well, who knew I had a nice 2 hours sleep, trust me I really needed that,as I woke up I checked my phone I saw that it was already 6 , and also the million text I had recieved from Emily, So I started to panic and quickly chose a cute outfit, I mean a crop top over jeans is just perfect, I don't really like to show of my tummy,but thankfully it was long enough to almost cover my belly, well all thanks to Emily , I mean she's really great at the fashion,mix and matchin,thing so I had myself sorted for then,Then I slightly curled my hair from down and combed them roughly with my fingers and did a little light make up I mean I don't want to be the Ghost among the cool people soo a little was perfect, I preferred a light eye shadow I mean it looks better that looking like a total zombie .......

I was almost really but I almost forgot that I left my phone near my window, So I went to get it and I saw Jake down , well I wasn't supriced cause I was really upset about today, I opened and asked him,

"What are you doing here ? You still didn't get enough of letting me down in front of so many people?"

"I'm Sorry , can we please talk?"

"Yea sure, how about NEVER!"

"I'm sorry, please just let me explain"

I really wanted to scream saying I hate you and I never ever wanna talk to you again,

"Really , go ahead"

"Can you please come down, please!"

I never wanted to say yes but after all I am not a bad person and I can not see anyone sad or upset ,

"Fine! " I said rudely,

I went down and saw him sad and awful about himself ,

"I'm sorry but it's better that we don't talk in school cause we're frequently gonna end up like this"

"what!? I thought you were supposed to apologize to me!"

He just suddenly kept starring at me, it was just awkward but what was wrong with him,

"C'mon " he said all of a sudden,

"What?"

"C'mon, let's go for a walk"

"Wait , I can't "

"Why not?"

"I gotta go to Jake's party, I promised him that I'd come"

"Oh" he said in a sad way

"I'm sorry , I wish I could but I can't "

and he just suddenly left,

and from behind Emily came saying,

"Hey beautiful, ur looking amazing, anyway what are you doing here ?"

"Umm nothing I just came here to catch some air"

"Oh! You are alright?"

"Ugh Yeah I guess"

After some time we had Zack come over to pick us up,

Well the first word coming out of his mouth was,

"Woah! You look amazing"

"Thanks" I said smiling

Then we left to go to his place .......