-time jump a little bit-
I was sitting alone in my room, fingers playing another song I started years ago,
"Four years old
With my back to the door
All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands
Always expecting more
Am I your child?
Or just a charity award?" I didn't notice Kurt walk into our room,
"You have a hollowed-out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
Yeah, I tried so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless, hopeless (hopeless)
You're hopeless
Oh, mother
Please, mother
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, mother
Please, mother
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter" That was where I stopped writing three years ago, everything else I sang today was completely new,
"It's been five years
Since we've spoken last
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times
Before even 'I love you'
Starts to sound like a lie
You have a hollowed-out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I tried so hard to fight it
But it's hopeless, hopeless (hopeless)
You're hopeless
Oh, mother
Please, mother
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, mother
Please, mother
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter"
Kurt sat on my bed near me,
"Don't you remember, I'm your baby girl?
How could you push me out of your world?
Lied to your flesh and your blood
Put your hands on the ones
That you swore you loved
Don't you remember, I'm your baby girl?
How could you throw me right out of your world?
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved" That was when I registered that he was there, that was when the tears started flowing,
"Oh, mother
Please, mother
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, mother
Please, mother
Oh, mother
Please, mother
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter"
Kurt noticed I had stopped playing and moved the piano away from me. I collapsed into his arms, hyperventilating with tears streaming down my face. Kurt wrapped his arms around me. He whispered calming shit in my ear.
Hey y'all I'm back. probs gonna disappear again now.
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The Lili Hummel Diaries
FanfictionKait Lowitz was a seemingly normal person until they find out that Kelly Lowitz kidnapped them at birth. They are really Kurt Hummel's twin. Kait's real name is Lilian but they choose to go by Lili. Follow along for mostly daily updates to this AU t...
