TW: Depression, Anxiety, Self-Harm, Mention of Bullying, Mention of Suicide, Eating Disorders(Anorexia)
Jessie wrapped his arm around me, scaring me,
"Jesus Jess don't sneak up on me like that!" I then realized that Jessie was home,
"Jess! Your home!" I hugged Jessie, Jessie laughed,
"Yes. Yes, I am home, and we need to talk." Blaine, Santana, Quinn, Finn, and Kurt came up onto the stage and sat down around me,
"Ok I get why most of you are here but why is Santana here?" Santana placed an arm around Kurt,
"Because I'm scary and Kurt needed someone scary." I laughed,
"It's not that bad. I've been in worse mental places." Jessie hugged me and whispered in my ear,
"You scared Kurt last night, scared him so bad that he texted me." "I shrugged and hugged Jessie,
"Fine, lecture me, but fair warning I've been lectured about my depression so much that I probably know what you're going to say." Kurt nodded,
"Ok." The author was starting to get writer's block so this conversation will be skipped.
After everyone left the auditorium, Jessie grabbed my hand,
"You alright? I mean I know your not but somethings up." I shrugged and put my backpack on,
"I'm fine, Jess. Just because we dated doesn't mean that you have to care about me." Jessie tried to grab my hand I moved away,
"Lili, please. We dated for a year, I have every right to care about you." I stood up and walked away from Jessie,
"No, you dated Kait, not Lili. There different, Kait only dated you to try and feel normal." Jessie looked at me,
"Kaits, please, talk to me." Damn that nickname, I choose to walk out of the auditorium. I headed up to the roof, needing a break from the world.
"Hey." I jumped, seeing Dave Karofski sitting on the roof,
"Hey, Dave. You have a bad day too?" He nodded,
"Yeah, people are starting rumors about me again." I sat down next to Dave,
"God, I'm sorry. If it makes you feel any better, people are trying to tell me to change to fix my depression and my ex came back." Dave wrapped his arm around me,
"I'm sorry." I placed my head on Dave's shoulder, we sat there on the roof for a while. After about half an hour I fell asleep in Dave's arms. I woke up when Dave shifted his arm accidentally nudging me.
"Morning." I laughed,
"Hey, sorry I fell asleep."
"It's alright. You needed some sleep."
-mini time jump-
I was doing homework when Kurt came downstairs,
"Hey, you alright? Jessie told me what happened." I didn't look up, I tried to focus on the worksheet I had gotten for math,
"Yeah, I'm alright." Kurt sat down on my bed,
"You know, that song you were playing earlier was really good. A little depressing, but still really good." I looked over at Kurt,
"Thanks, I'd write more but I don't have a keyboard or guitar, so I write during lunch when I can use the piano and band stuff in the auditorium." Kurt grabbed my hand,
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The Lili Hummel Diaries
FanficKait Lowitz was a seemingly normal person until they find out that Kelly Lowitz kidnapped them at birth. They are really Kurt Hummel's twin. Kait's real name is Lilian but they choose to go by Lili. Follow along for mostly daily updates to this AU t...
