right person, wrong time | loki x reader

chapter 6 - emotions

im really upset, i've had to re-write this chapter 3 times because even though wattpad told me they saved my draft, it deleted each time when i opened the app again. i at first thought it was just a glitch but the more it happened i'm gonna try to copy & paste to my notes on my phone cause this is getting ridiculous. sorry for such a late update, enjoy!
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demetree soon returned with a box, he walked over to y/n and sat down beside her on the floor.

y/n looked over at him confused and her confusion only deepened when she saw what was in the box, "what are these?" she asked as she picked up one object and spun it around slowly, studying it.

"they are small building blocks, they are from your father. he wanted me to give them to you to practice with. he said that on one of his trips to mid-guard he saw a mid-guardian using them to practice her power" demetree explained

"a mid-guardian...? you mean there are others who have the same ability of telekinesis that i posses, but on midguard?" y/n asked slightly disappointed but curious.

"so it would seem" demetree replied cooly, "go on now, try them out" he said gesturing to the rest of the box.

y/n hesitated slightly before she stared at the blocks still on the box

a black glow appeared around the said blocks and they moved from out of the box and into flying circles. y/n's hand was surrounded by the same black glow as well.

demetree only watched as she excitedly moved them around, all the patterns she manipulated them into as they flew around in the air, still surrounded in black glow.

he produced a sad smile but his face changed when she looked over at him with a bright, shining, and ever so adorable sparkles in her eyes.

"this is so..." she paused looking deep in thought for the right words, "interesting" she said, and then looked slightly disappointed in her response.

demetree let out a soft, sad chuckle, "i believe the correct word, miss y/n, is fun"

"fun? i've never had that before. is that what this strange feeling is?" she asked as she looked down at her hands and clenched them as she thought about the kids who she used to watch from the window

she was so jealous of how they were laughing and smiling and playing all together, she hated it. she hated them, she hated life.

she was brought back to present time when she felt her eyes start to threaten with tears, she shook them off immediately, she didn't want to cry in front of demetree.

he couldn't help but look at her with pity, he knew about her unfortunately strict life. how she wasn't allowed to socialize with other people outside of her father and mother.

when she looked at him to find him looking at her like that, she looked away immediately.

that look, she hated receiving that look most out of all the other things she hated in the whole existence of her short life.

"right then... i'll be going now" demetree said with an awkward cough and stood up, making way for the door.

y/n stood up hastily as well, and turned to watch him open the door, he turned to look at her before he left and waved.

she was partially in shock of his gesture and didn't know what to do so she awkwardly picked up her hand and waved hesitantly back at him.

he looked down and shook his head with a smile as he left the room and shut the door.