Am I even there?|Tommyinnit angst

Christmas Morning. (25)

(Just a reminder I added pictures of the presents for you guys to see what they would look like or close to it!)

-Couple of months later-

Tommy's POV

It's been hectic for the past few months I'm not going to lie. I've never thought that I would get help from the people in closet to because I thought I was weak. But being honest, I still kinda feel like I see myself being week for telling people my problems. Or I see myself as a burden for relying on people to much.

But whenever I say to the others that I can handle it they are always like "No Tommy we want to help you and take care of you." Like, I know you do but did I have a say in that? No. Do I still have a say in that? Also no.

But I know they'll take care of me and I'll take care of them.

"I hate this! I don't know what to get them!." I said to myself in my room trying to come up with Christmas ideas for presents. Leave it up to me to procrastinate until the last minute to get everyone's gifts.

I know what to get for some of them but it'll be hard coming up with the rest of the gifts.

I knew exactly what to get for George Dream and SapNap. I was thinking of getting each of them separate things sense it'll be cheesy if I got all three of them matching things.

What I was thinking for getting Dream is Polaroid pictures of us and the others so he can hang up on his wall for decorations and a couple of necklaces for him and his family. And of course I have to think about patches so I bought her cat toys, a couple of cat outfits and to top it of a small cat house for her.

Yes I like patches even though I hate other cats.

Now for George I got him some a big Florida type thingy. Will he probably won't use it? Yes. Will he possibly forget about it? Also yes. But I decided to get it for him anyway.

I. Got. Him. A. Surf board.

Yes I did get him a surf board and it was surprisingly not as expensive as I thought it out to be. I was told that I should get a beginner one so George can get more experience with it.
And I got him a trainer to help me better in surfing.

For SapNap I got him what you probably wouldn't think Id get him. I bought SapNap some bandanas, and recently found out SapNap still likes stuffed animals so I also bought him some dinosaur plushie and got him a technoblade plushie because why not.
And since I didn't really spent much on him I bought him a new phone as well since he's had his old phone for awhile.

The others were Kinda hard to get presents for but at the same time not.

Since Nikki likes to dye her hair a lot I bought a BUNCH of hair dye mostly pink since it's her comfort hair color. I also got some bleach just in case, red hair dye, some purples and blues. I also got her a really fancy ring if she wants to wear it.