Things I Can't

chapter 7

Harry

I watched as Niall threw a grape in the air, attempting to catch the fruit in his mouth. We were at lunch, and I was in the middle of explaining what happened this weekend to him.

"So let me get this straight." He said, wiping his hands on his pants. "You met a boy, fell in love with him, and found out he was your mortal Ememy all in a matter of two days?" 

"Well when you put it that way.." I trailed off. "But technically yes, that's what happened." He chuckled and put a hand around my sagging shoulders.

"Only you H, only you." He chided. "But I want to meet this boy. You say he's sweet but I want to judge that for myself."

"How about this weekend then?" I offered. Niall agreed, so I got out my phone to shoot a text to Louis.

I was glad Niall now knew about my sexuality. It had happened yesterday when I'd written Louis' name on my binder. He noticed and questioned me on it,  So I told him the truth, and he told me he had a feeling I was gay. It wasn't as big of a deal as I thought it'd be, and Niall was incredibly supportive.

The bell rang shortly after that, dismissing us to our last classes, mine being History. When I entered the classroom, a few people looked in my direction but everyone else just ignored me. I wasn't popular at school like you'd think someone with my wealth would be. It was probably because I never participated in any sports, but I physically couldn't with my two left feet, so I stuck to chorus and art.

"Mr. Styles." Mr. Helder called. My head snapped up to attention.

"Yes sir?" I asked, blushing as I felt everyone's eyes on me.

"Could you please tell me the Roman form of the Greek god posideon?" I bit my lip, struggling to find the right answer, but nothing came to my head. Suddenly, the blond girl sitting beside me leaned over and subtly whispered Neptune in my ear.

"Erm, Neptune." I answered, hoping it was correct. When the teacher nodded, I mouthed a thank you to the girl and went back to my work. She smiled and nodded, handing me a sheet a paper that had three words written in curly handwriting towards the top.

What's your name? It said. I raised an eyebrow at her and wrote back.

Harry, yours? I passed her the paper, though I felt quite annoyed by the note passing. I didn't really care what her name was honestly.

Crystal ;) she sent back. I rolled my eyes subtly and gave her a small smile. I didn't write back. Maybe this is why I wasn't popular. I didn't like people. She seemed put off that I didn't pay attention to her after that, and eventually she got up and went to sit in the back with her slutty friends.

It wasn't my fault that people annoyed me, it was  just that it seemed as though everybody wanted something from me and by something I ment money.

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When class ended, I sprinted out of the room, hurrying to meet Niall who was waiting at his locker for me.

"Hey blondie." I panted, flicking his pale arm. "I'm meeting Lou after school today,  so I can't come over, but save me a spot for Saturday, we'll play some Xbox and you'll beat my ass."

"You know I will" Niall winked. "Have fun with your boy toy."

"He's not my boy toy!" I exclaimed, smacking his head. "But I will. Bye Nialler."
He waved goodbye, and I ran outside to the parking lot. Once safely in my car, I turned the radio up and sang along to 'Believer' by American Authors.

I pulled into my driveway five minutes later, my foot was tapping in anticipation to see Louis. What would he be wearing today? Did he quiff his hair? I hopped out of the car and quickly dropped my backpack in the hallway.

"Harry? Is that you?" Maria asked, coming around the corner. She had her red hair tied up in a tight bun, and was wearing her signature white apron.

"Hey Maria." I said, forcing a smile. Normally I'd be happy to see the sweet lady but right now I just wanted to see Louis.

"What's wrong hun?" She asked, knowing me too well. I bit my lip and glanced towards the door.

"It's nothing." I assured. "I'm just suppost to meet someone."

"Why didn't you just say so sweety? Go see your boyfriend." She said, pushing my shoulder.

"How'd you know it was my boyfriend?" I chucked, a bit suprised. Maria was full of surprises.

"Oh please." She scoffed. "I know that look. Don't make your man wait!" I thanked her profusely and slipped outside, already looking for the familiar brunette hair.

"Looking for me?" A high voice asked, causing me to squeak in fear. Louis chuckled and wrapped his arms my waist. "Hey there Haz."

"You scared me!" I pouted, turning around to face him. He looked gorgeous today, like usual, with his hair styled messily and a white graphic t-shirt adorning his curvy shape.

"Oh I could tell you were scared." Louis said, poking my dimple. "That was a very manly squeak you did there."

"Heyyy." I pouted, pushing away from him playfully. For a second, I saw the decision flash in his eyes, and then he was running, chasing me through the grassy lands behind our two houses. He was fast, but for once I was faster. I was actually in the lead, that is until I tripped on air and tumbled to the ground with an 'oomf'.

Louis caught notice of my fall and smirked, pouncing on me in my already windblown state.

"Never try to outrun me Haz." Louis whispered seductively in my ear as he slowly crawled up my chest, pinning my arms down and inching closer and closer to me.

"What happens if I do?"

A sound in Louis' throat seemed to answer the question for me. He was growling, preparing to attack. I watched with wide eyes as he jumped at my face, immediately finding my lips and attaching them with his own.

"You know" louis said, panting a bit. "You're the first boy I've ever kissed."

"Same. Same with me." I gasped as he began rutting against my crotch.

"Tell me if you want me to stop." Louis warned, prepared for anything. The truth was, I didn't want him to stop. If anything, I'd want him to keep going, but I knew that we couldn't go all the way here. Not after just four days of knowing each other.

"Lou?" I struggled to say. The boy looked up, his blue eyes blown with lust. I almost felt bad for what I was about to do. "Can we not..Erm..go all the way? I mean, if in the future..but not now..?"

"Hazza?" Louis put a finger under my chin. "Harry look at me please." I glanced up at him shyly. "Never be afraid to tell me what you want. If you want to wait for sex, then dammit we'll wait. I'd never push you into something like that. Plus, we have only been together for four days." Louis stated, wrapping me in a hug.

It feels like so much longer." I whispered into his chest.

"It truly does." Louis replied, running a hanf through my hair.

AN- kinda a short filler chapter, but Louis gets to meet Niall in the next chapter!