housemates~ rafe cameron

the other side of the story

since the start of the book has been from Kaia's POV, i thought maybe for a few chapters I could do Rafe's POV.

fuck. i've just fucked it again. Kaia is the only girl i've ever had genuine feelings for. I'm scared i'm going to hurt her like the way I hurt everyone else. the way i hurt myself.

seeing her walk out of my room mad but yet trying to hold back tears makes that fear a reality. She just won't understand if i try to explain. she didn't even try argue with me.

ever since i laid eyes on her from that day she moved in to our house, i kept thinking about how i needed to know her, needed to have her, needed to be with her. she's the most mesmerizing woman i've ever seen. I can't live without her. i know that.

I called for her to come back to my room, but she ignored my cries for her. i knocked gently on her door but she didn't respond. So i left to get air.

i walked to the beach instead of driving because i needed to think. when my phone rang and i seen Toppers name pop up.

"yo Buddy where you at?"

"um.. i'm walking to the beach why?" his tone sounded like he wants something.

"Oh. well me and Kelce are at the beach right now. I've been calling you all day dude"

i was too busy fucking up the relationship with the maybe only woman who will ever love me.

"oh sorry bro. I- am. was out on the boat. got no coverage.." liar.

"no worries. see u at the beach?"

"yeah sure."

i hung up. i didn't wanna see them right now. i just wanted some alone time. i needed to find a way to get Kaia back. I know. i probably should tell my dad.  but it's not that easy. he will make more rules for me and her. rules might complicate things. damage things.

I'm not good with rules. i usually break them all. and the one thing i don't wanna do is break anything got to do with Kai.