falling deep- JJ Maybank

Please stay

Sitting besides a fire with people you consider family and the boy I finally kissed, what else could I ask for. Literally nothing.

Normally I feel as though my whole world is constantly crumbling and my heart is shattered. The last few days I wished I could stay huddled up in my bed away from the world. I can proudly say I didn't do that, but I feel as though I should make it clear that the only reason I felt the will too live was for JJ Maybank.

He was the reason I moved, the reason I continued too breath. It may sound dramatic however the feeling of being in his presence lights up my whole entire day.

Sitting in his lap now, with my head resting against his chest, constantly listening too the sound of his heart beating. It was what kept me sane in this exact moment, knowing that Andy would disown me and the whole of figure eight would only view me as the girl who chose the ''wrong choice''. For me, it wasn't wrong, I am sick of going with what was made for me or what my legacy has let me have in life. I want what my heart wants, I want him.

And I finally have it.

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I was still sat in my dress and my back against blondies chest, watching the flames rise in the fire my brother had created. I had forgotten how intoxicated I was at this point and the next day I would curse myself for ever letting anything slip out of my mouth.

''Andy will never take me back,'' I sniffled, I began shivering and JJ clearly felt my tension. He gently traced his fingers up and down my arms. Kiara looked towards me, her eyes widening in realisation as too what I was on about.

''Andy's an asshole,'' Kiara snorted, and I laughed histerically at her making everyone turn too me with concern. I stopped and had too try slow down my heavy breathing. JJ had wrapped his arms fully around me at this point holding me as I sobbed quietly.

''I should call my mom and make sure she is okay,'' I choked out but Pope grabbed my phone from me before I could go any further.

''You should wait till tomorrow bean, she is gonna be okay,'' John B nodded his head, I believe him I always have. He never lied, never too me. I was his safe haven and he was mine. I would have him forever and he would always have me.

''So guys my dads already gonna kill me so what's this mandatory meeting about?'' Pope asked, his question was a good one and it seemed both me and Kie had the same feeling.

''Might as well tell them man,'' JJ piped up, still tracing his fingers along my arm slowly while adding little kisses too the top of my head every time I shivered.

''You ready for this?''

''Yeah'' Me and Kiara replied in unsion.

''The gold never went down with the royal merchent,''

''Omg here we go again,'' Pope sighed beggining too lose all interest as too what my brother had too say.

''Its been here the whole time,'' My eyes widened and I looked my brother dead in the eye, my lips parted a few times like I was ready too say something but I wasn't sure what there was too say. ''Its on the island,''

''I would like too voice my skeptisism,'' Pope added making me snort a little, the brains.

''Im sure you would Pope but can I please present you with my evidence,'' My brother sounded so sure in himself it was refreshing too hear.

My brother started talking about denmark tanny and how he was relevant too the whole thing, here is my excuse. If I hadn't had half a bottle of wine and a few glasses of champagne I would most likely understand a word he was speaking. Instead I sat there with my eyes closed simply zoning out of the conversation and into the soft breaths JJ was taking. Once my brother had finally explained everything he had too say I stood up avoiding the fire and stumbled over too him.