Falling Before We Started

💞 Chapter Ten 💞

Mercy...

Jason's family house is really big...the flat is huge and the compound is really spacious.
I asked him if there are the only one's living in the apartment and he said yes.

He said the house is designed by his father who is an architect. And everyone has their own rooms and space. Every room has their own little sitting rooms to entertain their guests.

Well, the idea is good but i think this is just out of line. It's just insane to think of wasting land to build a house like this which looked like a standard hotel.

One thing i know is that my parents will never do such a thing not even in a million years. Mom would rather spit the land and build about four rented apartments or even a shopping mall.
I would have done the same if i was given this land.

The furniture's look very expensive and they seems to be very wealthy.

I kept looking around the sitting room mesmerized by its beauty and standard.

Jason offer me a sit on the big couch and i took it.
'Damn!...this couch is so comfy....it's feels just like my bed back home' I can't help allowing myself sink into it and absorb its soft comfy touch.

" So, my lady. What will you like to have"
I heard Jason asking me. Opening my eyes in a dreaming motion. I replied him.

"Anything..." And trailed off immediately. He chuckled slightly and walk off.

"Girl! Get yourself together" I tried to control my inner devil as i keeps letting myself into the couch.

'I can't stop...its just so slinking and its keeps calling out to me. It's says come on baby girl, come for me...yeah! Come get the owe of me..."

' yea, i can't stop falling...' And my eyes just keeps closing in and all i just want to do is to catch the cozy feelings am getting off this couch and cuddle it all to myself....

"And here is a cup of orange juice for you my lady. Hope i didn't take much of your time?"
Jason's cheerful voice jerk me up from my day dream into full consciousness.

I smiled and nods my head at him subconsciously.
Placing the glass cup filled with orange juice on a table in front of me....he looked at me with a sweet lovely mixed emotion in his eyes.

I felt fussy and my stomach tingles with this sweet sensation i can't explain.

"So what are we doing today?" He asked letting his glare off me.

"I don't know. You should have a plan ahead since you invited me over" I said, looking at him with expectations even though I know deep down in my heart that he couldn't have planned anything for a last minute visit.

"Well....i got nothing planned" he said shyly looking at me.

I picked up my glass of juice and mouthed I'm thirsty and take a zip of my orange juice.

It has this fresh natural taste orange juice have and I couldn't help asking him if he made it himself.

"If I say i made it myself would it impress you?" He asked taking the next couch close to mine. I shakes my head with pouted lips to say no to him. He smiled and continued.

"Well, I was suspecting. so... i won't say that since you have never seems to be impressed by anything I tells you"

I was confused at his confession that i didn't know what to say to him.

'Just tell him the true' my inner devil whispers.

"Psst....You can't possibly say that. I have been impressed by you...I wouldn't lie about that" hell the stupid fussy feeling is kicking in again and I'm beginning to feel pressed. "I just don't want you to know about how i feel. I just don't like expressing my feelings" I said giggling like an idiot. Oh my gosh...I think am nervous.

"So, how do you feel about me?" Jason asked me with so much interest in his eyes.

"Huh?.." I voiced out trying to hear him right.

"I just asked about how you feel about me cuz i know that you don't hate me and you seems comfortable and cheerful around me unlike other guys I have seen you with?" He asked. I lost my cool and I started feeling cold sweat breaking through my face.

I can't answer what he asked, I don't even know what I feel for him. I'm still confused and lost in between what we seems to have between us.

Gosh!...I feel hot all over me...its as if the room turned 100 degrees as my mind went into commotion.

"I need to use the bathroom please" I said trying to get out of the situation.

I have never run away from a question before but this...I will definitely pass.

"Ohh. Em...maybe I should show you the guest restroom" he said getting off his sitting position and began walking out of the sitting room.

He looked back at me.
"Aren't you coming along? I thought you said you needed to use the restroom"
He said looking at me a little bit confused.

"Yeah... I really need to use the restroom. It's feels like a 100 degrees in here." I brunt out putting myself in an awkward situation.

"You are running away from my question isn't it?"

He asked as we walked through the corridor to the guest restroom cutting me off guard and making my face to heat up in an abnormal degree. My body temperature is rising more than I have ever experienced on a normal terms.

"Oh thank you"

I appreciated him for showing me the restroom.

" Jason look, I'm not avoiding your questions. I'm just really pressed"
I managed to explain. Even though i know I'm a bad liar....I still tried to pull up a lie.

I can't tell him I'm running away from his question because l can't explain or point finger on what we have between us.
Nobody wants to hear that from anyone!.. especially not from someone they feel that they have something special with.

" To be sincere with you...I don't know the answer to that question. In as much as I want you in my life, I want to find the answer to that question. because, you are not the only one who is looking for an answer" I said to him hoping I didn't hit a nerve with my words.

He let a slick smile survey on his lips for a second and looked into my eyes.

"Wow, I don't have anything against what you feel about me. Mercy, I just wanted to know what to call our relationship that's all"
He said putting his hands in his short jean pocket and lying on the wall with one shoulder.

I looked at him struck. Hell I don't know what to make of situations like this.

I have never had a situation like this even though I interact with my male friends. no one has ever got me out of words to say.

Maybe its all because I have never been in circumstances like this with a guy I have something unexplainable with.

"Ummm...Jason I need to go now" I said making him to stop staring at me. he nods his head and began leaving.

I was left alone in between the bathroom and the corridor. I opened the door wider and let myself inside.

"Shit..." I whispered hitting my head on the metallic bathroom door the moment I got it closed.

I let out a low moan and closed my eyes. Oh lord Jesus, what am I going to do. I don't regret coming over here but all this, is unexpected.

I let out a loud buff and walked over to the mirror. I don't feel press anymore. It's seems the pressure on my bladder just disappeared after my confession to Jason.

I look at myself in the mirror. my little nude makeup is still up i don't have to adjust much as I only need to get the little liquid that breaks out on my forehead away.

I actually sweat cold sweat over a guy. I laughed out.