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December 31,2021, Friday 2:09 am.
I didn’t get the marks i wanted,
my familly feels disappointed in me but they dont say anything.
They see how upset i am. This exactly how i felt 2 years ago.
That time i fell down in a rabbit hole of self destruction that i still can’t get out of, atleast i wasn’t in rock bottom anymore.
But now?
I feel like im falling again. This time i dont have him by my side, this Isn't about being with him anymore.
Im gonna be deep in thoughts during sleepless nights again. Im gonna be trapped in my own mind again.
The hate that i had for myself took so much energy to go away and now its back again.
If feels like im failure. I am a failure. Why am i even alive?
There's no hope for me, i have no dreams i have nothing to wish for.
I never did.
What's the point of being alive anymore?
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emotions
القصة القصيرةwell....this isn't really a story but just my feelings and my thoughts and the things that flows through my head on a daily basis. Things that I can't explain to people. Also I feel like they won't understand so......yeah...... This book is about fe...
