regret and sorrow

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..A few hours had pass since the..Incident.
Y know,i m not..Mad at him..he just tried to keep chalenks away from vladimir and him..He just tried to avoid giving Vik s the benefit of finding out by his own and givving that information to vladimir ..and vladimir belivieng him.
..But he botched.Alot.
And..As i said,i m not mad at him..
..But i am dissapointed.
i tought he was better than this..And most of the time i m angry and just swear at him but this time..? Damn.It s y know,the only time i ve felt geniune dissapointment..

...I really liked vladimir..I hoped he could remain with us but..I don t think he will do it anymore.
...tought shit,what can i say
,,-..could you shut up already?"
I m fucking narrating! What else should i be doing,bitch?!
,,-..It was nice while it lasted"
What,me not swearing? Get over yourself..So..What are you gonna so with vladimir?
,,-I-..."
..Youu?
,,-...."
..
..he got up and started walking.He knocked on vladimir s door
,,-..starshine..? Can..Can I enter?"
A mumble could be heard as pink.opened the door..
..he was packing his things
,,-Vladimir,wait!..What are you doing?!..don t..leave me!.."

..the arstotzkanian sights as he turns towards ..him.
,,-..Look...I love you..and i want to love you..but you make it hard for me to so it.."
,,-..Vladimir,i swear i ll do better!"
,,-..You killed a soldider from my camp..You damaged and literally erased from existance part of arstotzkanian land and a wall,pink! A wall!..At a military base!..You read my journal and looked into my personal stuff!..And now your hiding stuff from me..Important stuff it seems!"
,,-..i..i m sorry!...starshine,forgive me,i m begging you!.."
,,-..i want to forgive you..but you won t let me..You promise to be better yet you won t..How many times do i have to forgive you and wait for you to make another mistake,pink...?"

..tears appeard in the federatian eyes..he didn t want it to end..! He loved vladimir !..he loved him so..so much..he was the only one who didn t judge him..he was so sweet,so petite and adorable yet ready to trow away his life for his people
..hiral couldn t lose That!.He couldn t!
,,-..I..vladimir,just..another change!..i m begging you!..i..i will ezplaim everything,i swear!"
,,-..i ..really want to give you another change..i want to hear your explenation...But i m afraid ...I am afraid you are lying like you sis befoure..i m afraid this js just a..smart trap of yours,pink..
..vladimir sighted
,,-..I m afraid you re just playing with me"

....

...t-.the inventor could feel the world underneath him dissapear..his feet started to shake..
..Vladimir got his back pack and went outside the bunker leaving pink alone..
,,-...You did this to yourself,hiral."
..He clunched his fist in anger
,,-What do.you know about this?! You only know who i am and nothing more!"
,,-and that s alot.. But as much as i hate you..and want you dead..You re a smart man.I can t tell anyone the truth because of your facade.."
..hiral nodded
,,-..And.vladimir wouldn t belive me aswell..It s to insanse for him to think this would be the truth."
,,-..Why are you telling me all of this?!"
,,-..Because i m a man with priorities,Hiral.Because the information i just said is everything you know"
,,-..Yea,and?"
,,-..And there is more that you don t...."
Hiral looked him deep in his eyes
,,-...You want to make a deal."guested the inventor..He knew Viktor to good to not remember this.
,,-..Indeed.I will leave with Vladimir...We will stay in a safe place wile we go to another military base ....We will take a train."
,,-..Alright"he was skeptical
,,-..I want you to get on that train with shae and serghiu..and take us in a real safe place."
Hiral eyes widden in shock
,,-What!?..b..but...No..No,this is a trap,this sounds nothing like you!..You would rather die than lose your career!"
,,-...Since vladimir didn t even knew he was from obristan..And it s so easy for people like you to pretend to be of.. Value..And get by..I know this country isn t safe..and..i tought about this..If people like you can go around Arstotzka this easy and show their ,,value" without any trouble..Then there is more to this..There is more to this country that ..i do not want to find out"

Hiral sit down in disbelive

,,-..i..No,no..this is a dream..You are not Chalenka Viktor.You love arstotzka,you love your career,you don t have emotions!"
,,-.. Just because i m toughter with people doesn t mean i m inhumane..Just because i Value my job and this country as much as i do..it doesn t mean i don t value my life more..And yes,i do not want to find out what is happening for the sakw of my safety..but this doesn t mean Arstotzka can lie to me"
,,-I-.."
....
,,-..i m not desparate.I won t comw to your stupid train  and bring you to atupid people!..Chalenks is a monster,he always had been,he can t change!..he s..a.."tears start appearing in his eyes..tears of anger..saddnes...Tears of regret,maybe?.. ,,soulles...angry..hurting...fucking...idiotic..bitch!"
,,-...i..." Chalenks turned his view to the wall..he seemed frustrated
,,-...I can say so fucking much in this moment.."
...and took his bags then..left.

..only hiral was left now..Full of tears..anger,confusion..Full of regret and sorrow

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