I started packing right away,taking everything that is mine.
To be honest,I didn t had that much stuff
,,-..Hey guys..?" Said Sergiu softly
..He seemed toughtfull
,,-Everything alright,Serg?"..I didn t call.him.that in a long long time
... Since Elisa was here..That s why I.stopped..I didn t want him to rememver her and fall depper into his saddnes
But he seems alot more better so..I ..I really hope I can call him Serg again.
..He flimched hearing it,but smilled softly befoure he took a serious face
,,-..If anything happends.."
,,-..Don t say that"
,,-.It is a possibility..So..If anything happends..I want a last letter from you..So..if we have tine please..Let s all write one
,,-..Serg,this-"
,,-I m serious Vik"
,,-..Well I m also serious! I wom t lose you,i m not writing a letter and neither should any of you."
..I love him but he s so negative all the time..It hurts him..And it hurts me
,,-...I love every single one of you"
,,-..Some more romantically then others"
..I ll give him that,that was funny
,,-Yea yea sure Pink..Anyway.No letters.No one is dying...Everyone has packed?"
,,-Yea,it seems like it"
,,-Then..Let s go."
Pink started telling us about all the rules his order has..Most of them were really weird.
(You can find the full version of the rules Pink is saying in the book with informations about this story)
..Like we had really strict program but if we needed to go in the ,,sacred room" we could at any time,for how much we wanted,even all day,with how many people we want and get no penatly..
..But if we re not doing any rituals oe whatever they do,we ll be killed.
...I swear they re weird.
..Anyway,we continued walking..We walked for a long time behind Pink,with either Sergiu or Vlad asking how close we are.
Pink just told us we re not there yet.
..I would had ask aswell but..A general.shouldn t seem tired or impaciet.A general is the perfect lider and a general doesn t have flaws
,,-..Are we there yet?"
,,-..Are we underground or in a forest,even? Did we get a mask? No,Chalenks,we didn t"
Eh,worth a shot.
..Sometimes it s cool,y know..?.to feel free and alive..And not bound to the perfect role of the actor guiding others..
...I..
...I hoped my toughts would stop..But even now,when we re going towards a better place..I can t stop thinking about what I left behind...The people that died in Arstotzka..in my military base...
..my soldiers..
..My medics,my people
...They all died
,,-..Chalenks,are you alright?"
Huh..?
...Oh,I..Had tears in my eyes..I disn t even notice..
..I will stop thinking about this
..I smilled towards sergiu
,,-Yea,don t worry,just polen"
I wasn t lying that much.I really am alergic to polen.
,,-.. Alright,everyone stop"
I stopped dead in my place as Pink comanded..In fromt of us..so big and ..Bloddy...A field..
..a field were Kolechians fought the member of Ezic.
,,-Everyone grab a mask."
..it wasn t verry moral but..It s for our survival.
..I bend down and put a mask on.The others did aswell.We started taking their clothes aswell to hide our hair,as it s ,,respectfull".. When I heard something from.behind
,,-..What are you doing?..Is..Is that hiral?"
..Didn t hear that name.in a long time..
..Pink nodded
,,-I uhm..I ..hi!..I..Have returned.
There were two people..I think a male and a female..The one talking was the male.
,,-..You shouldn t had"
,,-I..?..What?"
,,-....You failed your mission."
,,-..My mission,but-.."
Suddemtly,a gun is taken out by them
,,-..You were suppose to kill every man in that building"
,,-A..And didn t I?!"
The male loaded the gun
,,-...Including you,idiot"
Hiral eyes widden with tears
,,-Including me?! I am your family,I am your-"
They held one hand up..Pink shut up imediatly..
..Probably a rule of theirs
,,-...An order should be followed ..Every word of it..When you don t,you get your sentence.."
..they aproaches him slowly,untill they got him by his neck
..my god...
,,-..Can you remind us what the sentence is?"
..they were mocking him
..Bastards.
..Pink barely said..Not even fighting to brewk free..I don t think he s.suppose to
,,-D-..Death"
,,-Death by what,Hiral?"
,,-..Let him.go!"
They turned towards me
..I can t let him die.
..Not a man left behind.
..espevially him..Especially the ones that was in this..sick order
,,-..And why should we?"
,,-..Because he s not Hiral.I am..I tried running away knowing I didn t complete my comand so..So I ran like a coward..and..and I tricked this newcommer to dye his hair pink while I dyed mine black...I am the one you re looking for.."..I turned slightly towards sergiu,pointing faintly at my pocket ...
I talked wkth confidence being clear in what I said..I wanted to be as real as possible.
...it was a relief we had our mask put and they couldn t see our face..Our voices couldn t be heard that good aswelll...
,,-..This ones hiral...Has to much confidence,like always."
...they bite it.
..i couldn t see pink s expression but I know he s frighetened and confused
,,-..Shoot him"
...as soon as I heard that,the ground dissapeard from under my feet.I started running...my crew started running aswell along side me...I screamed as hard as I could to make sure my dear friend would hear me
,,-I love you,Sergiu,and I m sorry!"
..my lungs felt like they were rippimg in half,being scratched ny a long blade
...it was cold
.so..so cold.
..What else could I had done..? Pink had to stay alive and any other person that saw their hair would know it s him..Now he has a cover.
...I ran ...I ran like I never did..So fast,it felt like my feet would break..
...Befoure I could even look besides me,I fall...Blood was flowing my mask
..I couldn t get it off..
...In the distamce I could hear Sergiu s screams...And far..farv away..his hands on my body,taking me into his arms.
...I can t breath
I can t take the mask off..
..The blood is goimg back into my mounth and nose..
..i can t move..
...Sergiu,I m sorry and I love you.so..so much..You re the person I loved the most in this life..
..Pink..take care of them
..and Vladimir..?..
..my dear Soldier I m so..so proud of you..you came so far..
...I can t breath..
..it s cold..so cold
..I feel..like I m far far away.
..I love you guys.
..I wish I could had done more.
..I wish I could had taken you to greatness..To the far lands.
..I wish I could had wore make up at least for once.
..I wish I was a better general.
..I wish I was a better friend
...I wish I could say sorry.
