Hiral closed his eyes in understanding.
..I..I know your..head and feet and everything hurts..I know it s hard and I know it s stupid to ask but..Are..are you alright..?
..He nodded.
..So you..Feel alright..?
..He noddes again.
..Well I m glad you so buddy..It would had been a real bummer to..Y know
..die..
..Please don t
..I would love to see you but i rather see you alive
As that..Old stupid thing says ,,if you ket someone,let them go"y know?
And..Like..It had a dumb ..Really dumb continuing part,something like ,,aNd iF iT cOmEs bAcK iT mEaNs iT rEaLly lOvEs yOu"
I hate that part.Defeats the whole point of the first one,y know?
..Hey,don t get up!
Stay .Stay here,you don t have any energy and as your friend I need to protect you!
.. Hiral..Pink.. For the love of god,stay down!
,,-.W..where are you going?"
..Yea exactly,where the fuck do you think you are-
,,-..silence."
..Sorry
He continued
,,-..I..I m gonna go .It s clear t-"..he took a pause to breath ,,-..That my oresence isn t wanted..y..you dislike me..i..i ve been a dick to tye generwl a..and to you..a..and..Sergiu is just a depressed pice of ass."
Vladimir ..actually looked angry.
,,-..Are you kidding me?"
,,-w.-. What..?"
,,-..You helled your stupid rebelion to get in Arstotzka,you almost killed me,you,sergiu,and you fricking anahilated countless other men and women!"..he took a small pause yo calk down then continued ,,-..you broke my trusy even ug you didn t want to-"
,,-..Vlad-"
,,-No! Shut up,alright? Let me ginish for god s sake!..You did all of That nevause you re an idiot and nothing more!..And now we re helping you..Poor you.Like you ,,helped" poor us!"
..is..is he pittying you?..
,,-..vladimir i-"
,,-And you don t even let us do that if we re mad,like we re suppose to!..You re not better than us for crying out loud so stop acting like you are!"
...
,,-..Except..I am better than You"
Vladimir scoffed
,,-Incredible"
,,-..My trauma is not greater than yours..we f-.. felt the same amount of pain...but my tolerance is bigger than you.I may not be the sharpest tool in the sheed,but at least i am not outside the sheed,rusting in the rain"
..Vladimir s angry face left as he began to wonder and think..kinda regret how much attitude he had.
He looks like a kid that woukd be like that.A quiet happy bean that just wants some friends,keeps his emotions in,errupts,then feels guilty.
Hira-..Pink continued.I m.sorey buddy,i know you asked to be called only that but it s hard
,,-..So I am better than you..and everyone else.in my world.Y-..You are better than me..and everyone else..In your universe.And so on..I don t have to feel trapped by you,even if I love a-and miss you.."
,,-...You re manipulating me."
,,-Bloddy hell i am!..Not.Get your heads out of the clouds,i don t need you.I will miss you,I was miserable,but I don t need you to live!..And you shouldn t need me.Or anyone."
,,-..You re so stuck up,y know?!.."
,,-..And what if I am?..What if I am a ,,narcisist",vlad..?..If it helps me,if it makes me happy,if it helps me with all of my stuff,then why would it be bad?"
,,-B-.. Because it is!"
,,-Yea? Why?"
,,-..I..It just is."
,,-..Because the world told you that,but it doesn t mean it s true."
..You do be saying the true stuff.
,,-..I did my mistakes.You did yours.."
,,-..What mistakes have I made?"
,,-..Judging me..being so ekotionally underdeveloped..not listening."
,,-I did try to listen! I am trying!..I dis forgive you"
,,-..You forgave me..And that was that.We never talked about it,things remaines as bad as they were..And when the second thing happend,i wanted to explain and..you didn t let me..It doesn t seem so but you made mistakes aswell.."
,,-..But-"
,,-You just don t think so because the world sees you as a golden child and I am always telling you how awesone you are..I know the fact that I am a narcisist..But you don t even know."
,,-...You are ..You-"he seemed so angry..
..i guess he s not used to people telling him he messed up.
..I guess he does alot of hard work.just to feel good about himself.
Huh..
..Messed up.
..Yet normal.
,,-..Tell you what..I.."
..He looked in the distance
,,-..I still care for you..Alot..You tjink about what I said..I m gonna go cool off.When I come back,we ll talk,alright..? And if it s meant to be,we ll remain toghether..if not,then that s gonna be it."
,,-..I .."
He really did seemed conflicted,huh.
,,-..Alright".
Lmao he still cares about you..Or he s curious.
Or both.
Who knows..?
******
It s cool,really.I expected him to reject me,..I still feel a..bit sad
..alot sadser actually
But it s cool!
He has a fiance and I just wanted to get that off my chest.
..why am I still thiking about it..?
,,-..Sergiu?"
He turned towards me..my god he s beautiful
,,-Yea?"
,,-Could you go and check up on Vladmir and the inventor? "
,,-Will do."
..I..Just want to cool of a bit,y know?
I love to stay with him,he s my greatest and dearest friend!
I just..Y know.
A man needs hia time alone to think about how he s been friendzoned by the love of his life
