Love Will Kill

"Whats The Point"

***Noah POV***
I was in my room on my computer. today was a slow day, nothing to really do, no comotion from any of the patients, I went to visit Lin and we talked for a while. I decided to go for a walk around the hospital. I walked out of my room and saw Ben in the distance, he was heading to the elevator, I watch him get on a press the button, "13th floor" the elevator said while closing its doors, 13th floor? thats the top floor, there's nothing on the top floor, except for a janitor's closet. I waited a few second and then got onto the elevator to follow him, no I didn't like him, in fact I hated him with every bone in my sick body, but I was curious and couldn't help but want to know where he was heading to. When I made it to the 13th floor I got out and looked around, no sign of him of course. I checked the janitors closet, nothing, the only other place was the door that lead to the rooftop. I walked towards the door and looked out the small window, sure enough there he was.

I opened the door and confronted him, "What in god's name are you doing???" I yelled with rage he looked at me and then back at the buildings, "just wanted some fresh air, it's beautiful isn't it" he said with a small smile, I looked back and forth, "oh please." I exclaimed, he stayed silent and gave a little smirk, "well go ahead, since you say we're all gonna die anyways" I said bringing back up the past conversation, he look at me and back at the buildings. He stood up and huffed, "you're right." he said while jumping up on the edge, my eyes grew wide, he wobbled back and forth with his hands in the air, I hesitated to speak, I didn't care about this guy I really didn't, a part of me wanted him to jump, take him and all his negative thoughts away, but of course the humane side of me didn't want him to, "STOP!" I yelled, "PLEASE" I continued, my eyes grew watery, he look back and his smile faded, he jumped back down and rushed over to me, "woah relax I was just messing, hey...I was only kidding" he said in a reassuring tone. he put his arms out and I took a step away from him, I turned and walked back to the door and went inside, "HEY! I WAS...I was only kidding..."

later that day I got a knock at my door, I hopped out of bed and opened it, "MAIL!!" Lin said with excitement. "Thank you Lin." he walked off and I shut my door, It was all the same, letters from my parents, letters from friends, letter from fans. But this time I got a weird Note, I opened it.

This is Obviously one of Lin's little party things, he loves to throw random parties at night, they were random but fun. I put on my slippers and head to the elevator. I got to the court yard and didn't see anybody, and stood there looking down. I saw someone sitting on one of the rocks, ugh of course.

I turned around to go back inside, "WAIT!" Ben yelled while running after me, I turned around when he caught up to me, "I just want to talk, see I met Lin and-" he said between breaths, "Ben, talking is the last thing I want to do with you." I said while turning back to the door, "you and Lin would make a cute couple." he replied still catching his breath, I turned to him and he smirked, I walked up to him, "I am none of your business, Lin is none of your business, you want to talk then do your treatments and then I'll make time for you, keep Lin's name out of your mouth, you know nothing about us and you don't need to know anything about us, all you need to know is that I do not want to talk, I do not want to hang, I don't even want to hear you, I hate you, all you do is annoy people around here, you don't care about anyone else, hell you don't even care about yourself, so why are you even here, aren't you old enough to make your own decisions, you don't want to be here so stop wasting valuable medicine and save it for someone who deserves it because lord knows you are the last person who deserves it. No one here wants you to be here. you. are. making. my .life. a living nightmare." he let out a low sigh, I turned to the door and started walking, "Im sorry" he said under his breath, loud enough for me to hear, "Well then act like you are." I shot back, heading back up to my room.