Chapter 39

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Loud banging noises woke me up from my slumber early hours this morning, so I decided I would check them out because the last thing I knew, I was home alone.

"Hello!" I shouted closing the bedroom door behind me. The house was quite a simple layout anyway, so I technically knew where everything was. Upstairs contained 5 bedrooms; tonight they belonged to Anne and Robin, Harry, Gemma and her boyfriend, Mum and Dad and Ashton and myself, there is also a family bathroom. Downstairs had the large living room, kitchen and diner another bathroom and a study for Robin. Even though they moved in a few months ago, the house is already spotless of absolutely everything, all the walls are painted different shades of cream and the décor all brand new and modernized. "Guys?"

"Carly, Ashton didn't wanna come home yet but he said he will be back in an hour?" Harry came stumbling through the door on his own.

"Oh right, is he really drunk?" I question, I hope he isn't because tomorrow is going to be a struggle.

"If you say dressing up in the DJ's costumes, dancing with everyone on the dance floor and drinking beer to the gallon is drunk? Then there's your answer!" Harry jokes running up the stairs to where I'm stood watching him.

"I don't even know what time it is?" I yawn.

"2:34! Our parents should be back soon too, they said they were getting tired" He told me, his dazzling eyes watching my lips.

"Oh okay, I might wait up for Ash then" I smile and make my way into the spare room I was staying in. "Is there a small light in here?"

"Right, yeah!" Harry ran in stumbling over my shoes I left in the middle of the room, and collapsing onto me. "I-I'm so, so, so, sorry!"

With that move I laughed harder than I have probably laughed in months. It was such a dorky thing to do, but I feel as if I'm getting to know his other sides to his personality now. A few months ago I only ever saw him as; friendly, awkward and sometimes over-powering but I won't forget how sensitive he is over his feelings towards girls and his life. This is the man I've been falling for all along.

"Don't worry about it!" I carry on giggling to myself for a while.

"Did I hurt you?" Harry took his body weight off of mine gently, and began to move to what he was originally planning on doing- putting on the lamp. "I'm such an idiot"

"You're not, I fount it quite amusing! It's not as bad as when I was dancing in the kitchen and you came in!" I felt the warmth rise in my cheeks.

"Haha!" Harry laughed with so much enthusiasm, that I choked because I wasn't expecting it. "You were good though babe!" He begins to laugh again.

"I do love you Harry..." I blurt out still smiling, I don't think I've ever felt like this around anybody else before.

"I love you Carly, I always have and probably always will" Harry confesses again, it just feels more natural with him. "I haven't been happier without you and I'm not just saying this!"

"I believe you Harry, and that's why after Christmas I'm ending it with Ashton" I kiss Harry's lips. "Merry Christmas"

"Merry Christmas, all we need now is some mistletoe!" He jokes lifting up the duvets and pushes my bum into bed. "Right, I will see you in the morning"

"Night! Are you pretending to be my Dad now?" I laugh watching him tuck me in. "Daddy"

"Very funny! I think I would make a great Dad" He flips his hair, his dimples growing deeper. When he's finished putting me to bed, he kissed my nose and walked out.

I want this man in my life forever...

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I don't even know how long I had been asleep, but I woke up to giggles and moans from downstairs. I jumped out of my bed and ran down the stairs to find Ashton highly intoxicated with the blonde bitch in his mouth.

"What the fuck!" I shouted, I seriously wanted to hit him.

"It's not like you haven't been doing it with Mr Styles!" He cheered as the blonde bitch began to hackle.

"Oh please, at least I was sober!" I shout throwing my hands in the air.

"I knew it was too good to be true, you were literally perfect and then oh wait- she was in love with her bloody teacher? He's just a sick paedophile Carly, I don't even know why I bothered with you for this long..." He honestly said, I noticed the sudden realization of what he said. I was done with him.

"Go- now!" I blink away my tears, I knew I was wrong as well but I wouldn't say that I didn't have any interest in him what so ever and I did love him throughout all of our time together- I knew he wasn't the right one after all, I bet he's done it with plenty of girls, I'm 15 and he's 21 and I hadn't given him what he probably desired anyway- sex.

Yes- I'm still a virgin.

"I'm sorry Carly, I didn't mean it..." He was now a ghostly pale, tears rolling down his cheeks and his smile lost. "I really do love you, I'm in a mess! Please!"

"It's best if you left" Harry came down the stairs, obviously listening to what went on. "Both of you"

"Harry Styles saves the day!" Ashton sarcastically shouts, Vanessa finally coming to her senses.

"Harry..." Is all she says, Harry steps closer to them and marches them out of the door.

"I still need my stuff Carly! Please!!" I hear as the door closes. I run upstairs to find his suitcase still in the place he put it earlier, luckily he hadn't taken any of it out anyway.

"There, arse hole!" I push the suitcase out of the door, because if I threw it out of the window I would probably be going to prison for murder. I slam the door shut and run back upstairs to check my phone.

As soon as I reached my door, I closed it firmly behind me as I began to sob. I was an idiot for doing that to him, the things he said were technically true...

I don't know why anyone would bother with me, I'm selfish.

04:13AM, I broke up with Ashton Fletcher Irwin...

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