Forbidden Love (Teacher/Student) · h.s *EDITING*

Chapter 19

Carly's P.O.V

We all decided we would all go home, as it was getting dark and everyone was tired. I still hadn't seen Calum so I assume he went home hours ago. I wish he would tell me what's wrong...

"Night guys, see you at school?" We all cheered towards each other, waving frantically at everyone.

Michael and Gabs were holding hands, which was incredibly adorable. Gabs told me what he did to ask her to be his girlfriend, I wish they had gotten together sooner. Luke and Poppy seemed very intimate together, they kept chatting alone and pecking one another's cheeks. As for me, I was on my own. Not strictly speaking on my own, I just didn't have a boyfriend, or even a soul mate.

I haven't had a boyfriend in years, no one took my fancy and I couldn't hook up with anyone. I'm the ugly friend, that follows their best friend's around, who are always picking up lads. It was just great timing for Harry to turn up, and mess with my head as well as my heart. I thought he liked me, but no. It's always the same with guys I like, who I think like me back. They play with me for a while, find someone prettier and better than me, and leaves.

I can't do this any more.

I check the time- 4:13pm. Mum and Dad should be back soon, and I hope Harry doesn't mention what happened with the arrest, or the drinking. They will never trust me again and I wouldn't be aloud to do anything for the rest of my life.

When I approached the drive way, my parent's car wasn't back. Odd? They said they would come back early tomorrow afternoon. I brush it off, and open the door to echo's of giggling coming from the living room, and it certainly wasn't Harry. I kick off my boots, and open the living room door to find Harry and a blonde bitch, I assume was Jessica Hughes.

Harry looked basically normal, wearing his normal plain top and his skinny jeans. He looked as if he hadn't tried, which I loved about him. He was perfect effortlessly. As for the blonde bitch, she was dressing up as if she's going to the bloody Oscar's, wearing a sky blue dress that reached middle thigh, her make up was caked across her face, and her hair was curled 'perfectly'. I really loath her, but I guess that was Harry's type; fake and blonde.

"Carly?" Harry stops smiling, noticing me stood awkwardly in the door way. She sit's up straighter and smiles towards me, I just didn't do/say anything. I watched them both, I couldn't feel anything. My body was numb, I felt as if I could break down right here, right now.

"Sorry, hi! I'm just going to get a drink and go upstairs..." I quickly mutter, adding a fake smile to seem more happier.

"Oh, Carly! Your parent's aren't getting back until tomorrow!" Harry gently caught my wrist, the touch brought back the sparks I feel when I look at him but stronger. He had to touch me didn't he, that just made things worse for me, emotionally and mentally. I'm not ready for this. He just started smiling sympathetically, as if he know's what's going on in my mind, I just nodded and pulled my wrist back. They both just sat and watched me stride away, before gazing back at the television.

I just managed to reach the kitchen before I felt myself slide down the worktop, and curl up on the floor. Silent tear's fell past my cheeks, as I just caught the guy I truly fell in love with, the guy who's playing me, the guy who I kept giving into, with someone else on my sofa. I just sat there for a while, thinking about my life if I wasn't here, or if I could run away and hide, or if I just disappeared.

I pulled myself up, and grabbed some tissues to clean my face. Masses of mascara kept wiping off, the tears just kept dripping down my face. I prepared myself a cup of tea, and made my way upstairs to bed. I couldn't stand being near them any longer.

When I reached my bed, this was the final breakdown. I just laid there with a playlist of my favourite sad songs blasting through my ears. I couldn't cope with this, imagine if I saw him kissing her. They certainly don't look like just friends.

I woke up with sodden bed sheets, I hadn't realised I had fell asleep, the worse part of it was; I cried myself to sleep. I checked the time- 7:34pm. I decided I would go down stairs and look for something to eat, as I hadn't eaten in hours, and my tummy was aching for food. When I got down there, there was a note on the counter.

Carly,

There is some food in the fridge, I have gone out for tea with Jessica.

Harry :)

Above where he signed his name, I saw a line of scribbles. I brought the note closer to my eyes, and tried to read what he had crossed out. I dropped the note when I saw it.

I love you

I wonder if Jessica saw that? Anyway, I brush it off and take my way to the fridge as I was wasting away, and ready for food. I find a plate of spaghetti that needed to be warmed up, did he make this or did she. I really don't know and right now I don't care.

I ate the pasta meal in seconds, I was starving from all the event's from today and I could really have some help from the girls. I grabbed my phone and texted in the group chat that contain only us three girls:

Me: Hey, I'm in a emotional state x

As soon as it was sent, I had messages back with in the second.

Gabs: What's happened?:( x

Poppy: Tell us?x

Me: I got back to find Harry (Mr Styles) with Blonde Bitch from science? They are seriously dating, and I was so shocked and hurt that I cried myself to sleep, to wake up to them out for a meal. I'm not coping well at all... xx

I made it short and simple, they were my feelings told with the events on what he's doing to me.

Gabs: Right, let's play hard to get! You are going to show him what he's missing out on, and that he's messing with the wrong girl.

Poppy: That's right! Get a boyfriend, show him that two can play this game!

Me: I guess you're right! LET'S DO THIS!