Boy with Luv || A Jeon Jungkook Fanfic

Chapter 19

Jia's pov

"Jia. come on!" I jumped at V's voice. 

My heart was beating loudly as Jungkook awkwardly looked at his hyung. This wasn't right, we weren't doing anything- anything that it must have looked like.

'But you loved it' my mind chided, yes I did.

"Ahh, sorry, sorry. I thought we were going driving today" V said as he started to exit the room. 

Yes, the driving lesson- but wait, no no. We weren't doing anything.

"No, V"

"Hyung!" We both said at the same time.

"I will be coming just let me eat something quick" I hurriedly said and rushed out, feeling extremely embarrassed and shy. I knew my cheeks must have been pink, I could feel them heating up.

I pulled a plate and put 2 pancakes and a scoop of rice and ate without looking up. What will they think? Will they doubt my character- because I was being a little too friendly with my employer? I didn't want them too.

"Thank you" I looked up at Namjoon hyung's voice.

"Thank you?" I asked confused. What was he even saying?

"For making our maknae laugh" He smiled fondly at Jungkook was walking with V shii, laughing at something.

"He has been struggling a lot this past year" Hobi hyung continued. "He is the one who never opens about anything, even Yoongi hyung talks to us but he just keeps listening to us"

"We haven't seen him this happy for so long" Jimin shii patted my shoulder as he said those words.

I smiled but instantly dropped it when I remembered what I was doing to them. I was lying while looking them in their eyes. A sudden wave guilt washed over me and my favorite fried rice didn't seem exciting anymore. I couldn't even look at Jungkook now. I needed to get out of here.

"Come on, V hyung" I said as I put my plate in the dishwasher and set the timer for 40minutes. I wiped my forehead with my hand, I was sweating.

I sat in the driver's seat and slowly pulled the car out on the road. V shii had told me he would help me in learning driving whenever we were free. Eventhough I had a class 2 driver's license I was inexperienced. 

"No, hold the steering with one hand and gear with other" He said as I did the same. This was more comfortable- I realized. 

My thoughts went on to him. I was breaking his trust, he seemed so nice and kind and I was a lying machine.

"Jia!" V hyung shouted as he steered the car on to a clearing. I sat there shocked as he apologized to the driver of the car we had almost crashed into.

"What are you doin?" he sounded angry. I looked down at my shoes, I could feel the tears forming in my eyes.

I was lying to him also- to my bestfriend, to Jimin shii, Namjoon hyung who considered me his sister, Jin hyung, Hobi hyung, Yoongi hyung. I was lying to all of them. The hyungs treated me how they treated their donsaengs and here I was- a lying two faced, whiny brat.

My throat constricted when I imagined what would they say when they find out. I couldn't breathe. I hated lying and destiny was playing a sick joke on me.

"Jia!" I heard V's voice as his strong hands gripped my shoulders.

"Breathe, sweetie" V was rubbing my back, I hadn't noticed my seatbelt was off.

I calmed down after a few minutes of V rubbing my back. 

"What were you thinking, Jia-iee?" His deep voice was soft and sweet it could melt anything.