I Want You

Chapter 9

Lennon.

Valentines Day with Xan was so unexpected but it was the best Valentines Day I'd ever had. For the next two weeks we see each other every day. Sometimes I walk the dogs with him and he cooks food for me afterwards. While we prepare the meal together we talk about everything. He tells me about his Dad who passed away in his sleep when Xan was six, he doesn't remember much about him but he and his Mom celebrate his birthday every year. His Mom is an ER nurse and she worked constantly to keep a roof over their heads after losing his father. He's really close with his Mom and it's the cutest thing ever.

Other times I catch him before work or before a tutoring session and we end up making each other come. We haven't had sex and we never go into his room, the risk of getting caught by his roommates only makes it that much more fun though. Afterwards we either sit and watch tv until it's time for him to go or we'll study together.

We text constantly throughout the day. We send each other silly pictures of ourselves, memes and sometimes we even sext. He tries to talk me into sending nudes while I'm at away games but I don't. I'm not stupid I know how easily those can get around even though I mostly trust Xan. He does end up sending me one and Jesus Christ the man is hot.

It's a shot of him lying on his bed naked. His blanket covers him from mid thigh down. The camera is angled to the side capturing the ridges of his abs and the length of his cock saluting me. The room is dimly lit by what must be a lamp and the shadows casted over his body makes him look even more muscular. I saved it and immediately moved it to a hidden folder to be safe. My Mama is one of those people that when you show her a picture she'll swipe and I'm not trying to accidentally flash her Xan's dick the next time I'm home and have a picture I want her to see. I did end up sending him a picture of me wearing my cheer uniform before the game that day which I know he still loved because he's asked me to dress up in my uniform and come see him a few times now.

"Damn, you're hot!" Tayen says when I enter the living room.

I do a slow spin. "You don't think I'm trying too hard?"

"If that outfit doesn't get him to stick his dick in you I think we should take him to an optometrist."

I laugh, smoothing down the front of my skirt. I went all out tonight. I'm dressed in a tight, very short black skirt paired with a silky wine red spaghetti strap top and heeled sandals that tie up my leg. I straightened my hair, leaving it hanging down my back because I know Xan loves it down. He's never come out and said it but anytime I have it down he plays with it. When it's up he always steals my hair tie and releases the wild strands.

I put lip gloss and mascara on and spritz my body in perfume. We're going to a sigma phi party where I know Xan will be tonight. I'm hoping I can entice him back to his apartment and finally get him to have sex with me.

Tayen and I knock on Divya's door and she walks with us to Sigma Phi. I try not to grimace as we enter the frats basement, I really hope this is worth it. I spot Ace and Draven off to the side since they stand taller than most of the guys here, and pull Tayen and Divya toward them.

They pour us a cup of beer from the keg and I scan the room, looking for the familiar head of dark red hair but the basement is packed.

"Ace, do you see Xan?" I ask him.

He glances around and then points toward the other side of the room.

"Thanks!"

"Good luck." Tayen says as I make my way toward Xan.

I unbutton the front of the pea coat I borrowed from Divya, revealing my outfit as I push through the crowded room. There are so many people packed in this basement it's crazy. Then I spot him talking to a girl, his crooked grin directed at her and I frown. My step falters and I freeze but the people around me don't stop moving and someone bumps into my back sending me tumbling to the floor. I smack my elbow and chin on the concrete, my teeth biting down on my tongue.