As I heard the rain poor down on the roof all I could think of was Ashton's feelings. I don't know Emily, whether she is nice or a bitch, I mean like she slept with Calum and he still doesn't know. I feel quite bad from keeping it from him.
"Skylar I can hear your brain ticking" Luke rolls over. "He is going to be okay"
I take a deep breath "Did you ever do anything with her?"
"No way, she was like my sister, yuck" Luke pulls his nose up. "Why are you asking me this?"
"I'm trying to figure her out" I sign "I'm just really curious"
"Let me tell you about her. She has sandy blonde hair with brown eyes, tanned, and she's quite shy but very moody" he laughs
"Have you missed her?" I touch his cheek
"A little, but the night she left she told me that she hated me and that I should of killed myself when I had the chance" I could see his eyes water.
"Was she still drunk"
"No" he let's a tear slip out.
"Don't cry, I am sorry, I shouldn't of brought it up" I kiss his soft warm cheek.
"You needed to know, so it's okay" he shakes his head. "And what did I tell you" he points to his lips.
"That you love me?" I joke.
It wasn't long before I snort in my laugh. "You're so fucking adorable Skylar Grey" our lips meet each other.
I didn't think I could fall any more in love with this boy but I am. And it's a beautiful feeling.
I have grown close to Luke than what I have grown closer to anyone in my entire life. And now that we were on t.v who knows what will happen next, tomorrow we are giving the money to the centre and then going to Jess's house for lunch, she said she had some big news to tell us all. I bets she pregnant. But then again I am pretty sure Michael and her still haven't done it yet. Which I find so good, they're taking it slow and I can see their love for each other grow more and more in their eyes when they look at one another.
"I'm never going to leave you even when it gets tough" he whispers. It sounded like a perfect song lyric. That's exactly what it will be, my brain triggers. "I'm never going to run when it becomes rough" i smile.
He gets what I am doing and just continues. "Even after all these nights I still can't get enough, of your love, your love" he sings.
"All these fears you've helped me overcome, all the tears of pain you've made them numb, even after all these days I still can't get enough of our love, our love" I harmonise.
"This is actually quite good" Luke laughs. "It's hot" he takes his shirt off. Oh boy he was good looking, how did I get so lucky?
"You're hot.," I practically drool. "Wait what?"
"You're so funny you know that?" Luke laughs. "Can we just sleep now? We have a big day tomorrow" I change the subject. "Okay, good night baby, I love you" he kisses me good night. "Night, Luke, I love you too" I smile before shutting my eyes.
I thought Luke was asleep but he wasn't and I am sure he thought I was asleep because he was trying so hard not to disturb me. I could hear him harmonise some tune that sounded so sweet. I slightly open my eyes to see him write down lyrics in a book. He had never wrote
Lyrics in front of me before and I didn't want to be nosy but I really wanted to read whats inside that book. I could just be lyrics but it could also be some sort of diary, I still feel like I have so much more to learn about Luke even though he knew everything about me.
