Rain

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by lzumi12

by lzumi12

Why is rain so calming to me?
Yes because it reminds me of l'manburge..
The thunder sounds like the tnt going off.
Sometimes I wish I could go out into the rain and just run for hours.
Maybe then I would feel more relaxed.
I just wanna tell for days...but I can't.
Reading dnf books would be nice right about now.
Or just vibe with the thunder.
I want the lights to go out just so I can blast heatwaves.
Why is my brain so weird?
Another reason I love the rain it reminds me of my friend sllpzy we both love it.We would have hours on call but she's not here...
Also reminds me of Precy Jackson like the bus scene.
L'manburge is my home.I had just had a mental breakdown hours ago yelling "The Dream smp is my real home!"
Do to me not having any friends.I wish I could die right now it's perfect.Born and will die in the rain.
Today July 5 2021 I was thinking of ending it all.Wasn't even looking back being dead serious.I mean no one cares for me.
Wilbur,Tubbo,Tommy,maybe,Eret........
More and more I wish I was there walking on the prime path to be free.At home I have no freedom until I turn 18 I sit stuck until school begins.