I'M DONE WITH LIFE💔

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Mom she'll get fine na, asked Karanvir with hopes landing his head on his mother's lap.

Debattama's condition was critical and Karanvir was also not in situation to handle his emotions so his mother also accompanied him in the hospital.
Ofcourse beta...she has to, she replied caressing his head softly.

He didn't realize when he slept in her lap and next morning when he woke up he could only see Debattama's father roaming to and fro infront.
Karanvir carefully removed his mother's hand and stood up to interact with him though it was the first time he was communicating with her father cause he never met them and this was the worst place for their introduction.

Umm... Sir,he called him hesitantly averting his attention from Debattama's room.

Jii Sir kahiye, Mr. Saha replied back confusing Karanvir.

Aree aap mujhe Sir kyu bula rahe hein aap to mujhse bade hein,he replied determinantly.

Lekin aap Mishti ke Boss hein to Sir hi kahunga na, he told him the reason.
Sir this isn't the place for such formalities,Karanvir replied tapping his shoulder.

Merii betii...Vo bahut acchi haii Sir uske saath hi aisa kyu hua, tears fell down from Mr. Saha's eyes.

Karanvir instantly hugged him to console and just rubbed his back to calm him down.

I know she doesn't deserve this...and I'll try my best to send those behind the bars who actually deserves this,Karanvir told with fire in his eyes.

Nii Nii Beta,denied Mr. Saha instantly breaking the hug.

Arreee pr kyuuu, Karanvir asked dissappointedly.

Beta uske saath jo hua haii agar vo baat samaj mein fail gayi to bahut badnamii hogi uski bhi aur humari bhii...Ye baat baahar nahii jani chahiye,he pleaded joining his hands infront of Karanvir.

Uncle lekin Ms. Saha ko insaf dilana bhi to zaruri haii, asked Karanvir.

Nahii beta hume koiii insaf vagerah ni dilvana bas bhagwan se guzarish hai meri beti theek ho jaye aur ye baat hum yehi daba denge, Mr. Saha revealed his intentions.

Karanvir wasn't in favor of this but he knew they're saying this out of concern and he was just waiting for Debattama to get conscious cause he had trust on her determination.

After few hours everyone of Debattama's family left to get freshen up as they were there since last night and Karanvir also sent his mother to take rest too and was just alone waiting in hospital.

Finally nurse came out and informed that Debattama got conscious.

He immediately ran inside and saw another side of Debattama that day.

The fire in her eyes was now replaced by humiliation and her face which used to shimmer bright like Moon was now replaced by numbness,disappointment and was lifeless.

She was just sitting quiet allowing the nurse for her dressing and not giving any heed to the fact that Karanvir was standing infront.

Karanvir went near her and tried holding her shoulder but she jerked his hands off.

Don't touch Me...Plzzz mujhe chhod doo...Merii koii galti nahi haii Mujhe chhod doo...she blabbered continuously getting aback to avoid further touch with him.

Ms. Saha it's me... Lone tear came out of his eyes.

Mujhe chhod doo....Plzzz she joined her hands in tears forcing Karanvir to backoff.

Listen Sir Get out she's scared of you, nurse clarified Pushing Karanvir out of the room.

He immediately ran towards Doctor's Cabin to know the reason behind Debattama's weird behavior.

Doctor asked him to calm down and stay quiet for a while and listen to him.

Listen Mr. Sharma little did I analysed
She's having Post-traumatic stress disorder. It's a kind of hyperarousal sexual disorder like kind of fear of getting engaged in sexual activities.
So the moment you touched her she felt those sensations happened with her last night that's why she reacted this way so it'll be better if you avoid any skin contact with her cause such disorder increases mood disorders, suicidal ideation, nightmares cause it all remind the patient of the rape and fear of being alone!!

Just try increasing emotional distance and decreasing physical contact and any talk about that incident.
We'll try counselling but jo kaam apno ka saath kar sakta haii vo doctors bhi ni kar pate in such cases,she explained everything leaving Karanvir in tears.

The only hope he had was from Debattama that she'll stand up for herself,the determination,the will power he expected from her side was now all gone.

He wanted survivor and fighter Debattama but was getting victimised and hopeless Debattama in return.

He then wiped his tears and reached her room where she was sitting numb with her head down.

He went inside and sat near her maintaining a decent distance to not hurt her this time.

He took out chocolate from his pocket and kept it on the bed.

Ye lo tumhare liye, he told in disbelief.

But got no response in return cause she just sat quiet.

Tumhari chuppi jaan le rahi haii merii....please kuch bol do Ms. Saha!!

Kaha noor rehta tha iske chehre pr kaha ye akelapan dikhayi de raha haii....kaha teri baatein chubhti thi mujhe kaha ye sannata chubh raha haii....

He went outside to not disturb her again and just stood hidingly to notice her behavior.

She took that chocolate silently without uttering a single word leaving Karanvir in tears that how much she's controlling her emotions.

Tu aise bikhri haii tinke ki tarah,mujhe sambhalna mushkil lagta haii....teri aawaz sunne ko tadapta hu uske bina dil nahii lagta haii!!

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