Hadd hoti haii kisi cheez ki... Aise koun ghar se bhagata haii koii izzat haii hi nahii!!
But Ms. Saha unse ye ummeed nahii thii mein samajhta hu unki haalat lekin ek baari baat to karni chahiye but don't worry Ms. Saha I won't leave like this yaha aapko lene aaya tha aur aapko leke jaunga!!What should I do now... I've to meet Debattama anyhow, I can't let her giveup like this,thought Karanvir.
Suddenly an idea clicked in his mind and he climbed through pipe to get access through her window from her room.
There he saw Debattama sitting on floor with knees held near her chest and breathing heavily.
Karanvir went near her and kept his hand on her shoulder making her look into his eyes and immediately jerked him off.
She immediately took a pillow near her and buried her head in it pleading "Don't Touch Me" continuously.
Tears rolled down Karanvir's cheeks seeing her like this....She was seeming a broken soul with no trust on her surroundings.
He carefully snatched that pillow from her hand whereas she was sobbing heavily.
Debattama looked at him with teary red eyes and he immediately pulled her in his embrace.
She broke in his arms and he rubbed
her back to sooth her.She clenched his shirt and kept crying breaking down fully.It felt as if she was keeping it inside from so long which came out infront of tears in Karanvir's embrace.
Karanvir let her be like that for sometime,he wanted to give her space and hence just held her in his arms and let her cry her heart out.
After some time when he made her relieve herself,brushed her hair from face,stroked her back and wiped her wet cheeks with his hands.
Seeing her leaning on his shoulder lifelessly he understood she has totally lost her strength and carried her towards the bed in his arms.Karanvir rested her back on bed for rest and she held his hand like a kid. He then covered her with blanket and climbed in with her pulling her closer.Debattama rested her head on his chest and wrapped herself in his embrace.
He after caressing her hair and kissed her on forehead giving her the warmth she needed decided to leave when Debattama held her hand pleading "Not to leave" in her choked voice due to tears.
He looked at her face with dried tears and couldn't resist her request and pulled her into a tight hug.
Debattama shuddered in his embrace,feeling safe and warm and just mumbled Don't leave me...
A few drops of tears escaped from Karanvir's eyes seeing how much she has gone through.few minutes ago she was asking him to don't touch her and now she's pleading him to stay with her....Fear and Loneliness was striking her really hard.Next Morning Debattama woke up and found herself in a position she didn't expect....She was literally sleeping Cuddling Karanvir and got awkward.
But the more she tried coming out of the grip more tightier it was turning.Karanvir even in his sleep wasn't letting her go and she just glared at him. How peacefully he was sleeping holding her. She just smiled a bit and then her expression changed the moment Karanvir opened his eyes instantly.
He realized Debattama's awkwardness and loosened his hold standing up.
My family doesn't know you're here, Debattama told tucking her strand behind her ear.
I'm not leaving without you, replied Karanvir instantly.
Mein aapke saath kahin nahii jaane vaali, she told nervously.
I understand your situation Ms. Saha but there's no way I'm letting you live like this...they deserve punishment and it's only you who can,he explained.
Nahii, she denied confidently.
I knew it Mere kehne se aap nahii maanengi Ms. Saha but someone can convince you and I know who that is... May I get a Laptop, asked Karanvir in determination.
Debattama cluelessly handed him over and got confused seeing his mother on call.
Mom it's on you now, saying that Karanvir left from window not to disturb her family secretly.
Hii Beta, she initiated the conversation.
Debattama nodded hesitantly.
I know you might be thinking why Karan called me but I guess only we can understand each other right now, she told sympathetically.
Jii?? Mein kuch samjhi nahii??
Debattama asked in doubt.You remember last year in Office Annual day you asked me where is Karan's father and I ignored your question,she started going into depth.
Well Karan's father don't exist for us cause he never accepted Karan,she left Debattama stunned.
Lekin Kyuu I mean Karan Sir ko koii kese accept karne se mana kar sakta haii, asked Debattama out of concern.
Cause we weren't married when I got Pregnant. We were batchmates in College when we fell in love with each other and in that aroma we couldn't control ourselves and did something out of limits... That's when I got to know I'm pregnant and I was numb.
Hona bhi chahiye...I was 20 for god sake!!My future, life,family everything was on sake and he asked me to abort it which though was a practical decision one should go for at that point....
But I just had one question with myself and people around me~What's my child's fault that he arrived in unfavorable circumstances??
Does he deserve to get punished for something he/she had no say in??
And I decided to give birth to him.
That's when Karan's father left us cause he wasn't ready for such big responsibility and so was my family for mine!!But you still chose to brought him in this world,asked Debattama confusingly.
Yeah cause maybe that was destined for me... I've always believe in the fact that life isn't what you expects but what happens with you and maybe this was planned for me,she stated the facts.
But what about the society,asked Debattama empathisingly.
Society did what we expect from it... Boycotted me questioning my character and cause of them my family left me too... And there I was alone in this world with a kid inside me I've to brought up and I decided to fight for myself,joined a Call Center for Part-Time job and joined Night College to not let my studies affect and thanks to Working Women's Hostel...I got residence and here I am infront of you Debattama,she told with a proud smile on her face.
Kitna kuch sunne mila hoga aapko fir bhi aapne haar nahii maani??
She asked innocently.Nahii cause I trusted myself mere according mera decision sahi tha to jise jo kehna haii kehne do logo ka to kaam hi haii kehna agar yehi news meri shaadi ke baad aati to yehi log mujhe badhaiyan de rahe hote bs fark itna tha ki shaadi naam ka confirmation nahii mila mujhe to turn this news "Good",she told confidently.
And seeing Karan infront of me I don't regret my decision...Cause what I expected in return was fulfilled by him, she told with pride in her eyes.
And I suggest you the same Debattama just do what you want so that you won't regret in future ki kaash ye kar liya hotaa kaash giveup na kartii cause aisi baatein baad mein bahut chubhti hein, she told giving Debattama doubt on her stand.
Kya karu kya nahii khayal bade Nasaaz hein... Ye ek faisla mujhpr sawal uthayega kya meri rooh paak haii??
Beech majhdar mein khadi samaj ke katghare mein...Unki bandisho mein jakde mere rivaaz hein!!
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FanfictionKaranvir Sharma~An Emerging name in the field of Journalism only at the age of 27 by starting his own newspaper edition~Aawaz and quite mature and responsible more than his age cause of life experiences. Debattama Saha~an aspiring Journalist working...