|Doom's Gibel|

Chapter Fourteen

{Another nightmare~}

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We lay on the ground, watching the stars; finding the constellations, most of which were pointed out by Jungkook.

"That one there is Virgo"
"God, all I'm seeing is stars nothing more"

He chuckled and shifts closer to me.

His intoxicating cologne fills my nose , "There see those stars there clustered together like a lopsided table with irregular foots"
I roll my eyes, "There still is no difference"

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The night begins to grow colder; giving us the hint that it is time to return back home.

I get seated in his car, "I think we don't need to live together anymore"
"Why is that so?", he frowns a bit

"Well, the whole point of it was to spend more time with you; to fall for you. But now I've put my plan on hold I don't think it's necessary", I shrug

"Afraid you will fall for me, love?", he smiles

Yes
"No. I'll just be......... disturbing your peace"

"Oh, but I prefer chaos more than peace", he turns on the headlights, "Besides I enjoy your company, Rose, so I would like you to stay with me"

My heart skips a beat

Not falling for him is tougher than falling for him

"Why are you suddenly so nice to me?"
"Suddenly? Haven't I always been nice to you, love?"

"Ok, why are you being nicer?"
"I told you earlier, I will make myself loveable"

Bruh
Even without trying you already are. Now that you are actually trying I doubt my heart can survive

"Nah, no need for it. You are like a ....... friend- yeah a good friend, just remain there", I say unsure of my own statement

"Friend huh? I'm already friend zoned; I'm hurt", he pouts

"Yes"
Atleast for now .

"So what are you gonna do, if you won't love me?"
"Hmm...I'll just find someone else to fall for. Maybe someone who is actually very bad"

I'm making it sound like as if I've got a stock of love portion in my bag all set to be used, but that's my only hope left

"Trust me, love. I am your best option and it isn't bad at all. I have no problem with it, so why do you?"

I don't want you to die.
"No", that's all that comes out of my mouth.

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Fog covers my vision, not letting me see anything.
The cursed dream has returned it seems

When the fog clears, I don't see myself dressed in hanbok like I usually do. Instead I see someone else who had never appeared.........Jungkook

He wore a black hanbok, his long black hair tied at the back with few of its strands falling off.

At edge of the waterfall he was on his knees, rigid.

I would have assumed that he was lifeless had it not been the hot streams of tears rolling down his cheeks.

Never had I ever imagined him to look like this, even in a dream.
So vulnerable, so fragile, so fcking hurt

Unknowingly, I found myself tearing up too.
Somehow this scene was so familiar yet unknown.

What is this feeling?

He screamed in agony, like as if someone had just stripped him off his soul
His body shook vigorously as he cried his heart out.

All this time he holds on it the one very thing.
The pendant.

It was placed between his blood dripped hands.

"Jungkook!!"

I wake up, my eyes teary as always.
However this time I wasn't alone.

Jungkook:
Involuntarily I find myself go to her room.

The doors aren't lock.

Just how careless can this girl be? Isn't she aware of the danger of sleeping without locking her doors?

As I open the doors her sweet vanilla scent, that I had now gotten addicted to, fills my nostrils.

I never admitted it, but I was always envious of the mortals. They had what I, a deity, didn't.
Family, warmth, love, happiness

But for the first time now I'm glad I'm not a mortal. Had I been one I would have never been able to watch this sight. Her sleeping peacefully.

I have begun to find comfort in her sleeping face. It seemed so pure and calm; so surreal.

"Hmm...I'll just find someone else to fall for. Maybe someone who is actually very bad"

It definitely pissed me when she mentioned about her decision of falling for some other men. Another man who isn't me.

I did not understand how or why I felt it, but I could care less, cause I would definitely be the one she falls for.

After all I was her first option and I'll make sure I'm the only option.

It shocked me to see her understand me in such a short span of time, when I myself am not fully aware of myself.

This was probably the reason I felt some sort of.......gratitude towards her?

All I wanted to do now was to keep her alive and safe.

How Hippocratic of me isn't it? When it was me who destroyed her normal life.
However, this made me feel even more responsible for her protection.

I would repay her and thousands other's, who have suffered and lost their happiness because of me, with my life.

As I look at her sleeping figure I notice that her breathing had fastened and slowly she begins gasping for air.

My muscles tenses and in an instant I go by her side.

"What's wrong, love?", I gently caress her hair

Tears roll off her eyes making my frown grow deeper.

"Rose, hey", I nudge her, but she still seemed to be struggling in her nightmare.

I get myself ready to go into her dream, when all of a sudden she screams my name.

"It's alright, love. I'm right here"
She looked perplexed by my presence at first, but gradually she leans into me.

I stroke her back just like the way she had stroked mine; though it can't be as comforting as they way she does it.

"It's just a dream. Just a dream okay?", I comfort her

Lightly she nods her head, her tense body relaxing under my arms.

Heyo!!
I've grown to be quite busy now so a regular update seems a tad bit difficult.

Anyways hope you enjoyed it