Chapter 19: Kiss Goodbye

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Limp, on the floor, in the middle of the room lay Kyoya. His arms exposed and covered in scars, the foundation on his face rubbed off showing the bruises, and a bottle of an almost empty bottle of sleeping pills next to his hand.

Tamaki ran as fast as he could, "Fuyumi, call an ambulance!" he yelled as he skidded down next to Kyoya.

He shook the boy, desperate to get a response. He could feel shallow breath come out Kyoya's mouth, but his heart was slowing.

"What do I do, what do I do? Oh God Kyoya.. Why- why would you do this?" He couldn't stop his thoughts spilling out of his mouth. He leant over Kyoya and began pressing on his chest, trying to do CPR, "is this what you meant by it's not my fault? You bastard," tears dripped onto Kyoya's face. Tamaki's vision was blurry, eyes stinging as he shakily performed CPR.

"Kyoya why? I... I lose everyone I love; I can't lose you as well. Please Kyoya, just wake up. There are so many things we still have to do! So please wake up!"

"The ambulance will be here in a few minutes," Fuyumi informed between sobs.

"Please, please Kyoya. Everything is going to be okay, just wake up... Please Kyoya. I... I love you. You're everything to me, I need you... Please be okay."

"There's a note..."

If absence makes the heart grow fonder, I hope you come to love me as much as I loved you.

"God damnit, Kyoya. I do love you. I always have. Please... please don't die on me," Tamaki held Kyoya in his arms as he and Fuyumi heard the ambulance pull up. They ran down to the front door, greeted by a paramedic who took Kyoya into the back of the ambulance. Tamaki jumped in the back while Fuyumi stayed at the estate to inform the rest of Kyoya's family.

Right before the ambulance left, Tamaki placed a kiss on Kyoya's soft lips, the one's he had been dreaming about, please Kyoya. Don't leave me now. I love you. But... but if you do die then... here's to a kiss goodbye.

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