Chapter Fifteen
Bella goes for my neck
And I immediately yelp out and cry. I kick my paw and her rib and she yelps out giving me a chance to catch my breath and fight back. I grab her by the tail and start pulling hard she howls to the bright round moon knowing that no one will help. You can't stop a wolf fight, you will just get your self killed and then you become the new target.
I feel fire burning in to just rip her head off but the other part of me tells me no, she is like a sister but why isn't she letting me eat with them?
I growl at her yelps and try to stop but I know if I do she will just come at me once again. I drop her tail and pounce on her back and try to talk to her.
What the hell Bella!?
You can't eat with us, you already said you want to survive on your own so leave us and be a lone wolf!
You really think I would do that? Just leave my family?
We aren't your family, your hardly a wolf anymore Sky.
Wha-
Your a monster.
Her words hurt me so I back off and try to hold my tears back. I look at everyone surrounding the dead deer and the try not to make eye contact with me. I whimper and when I hear Dad and Caleb's paw prints panting away I take off back to the house.
What is wrong with me? Why am I being so mean to everyone? I have never been this mean, or mean at all, to any of my pack members.
I climb into my clothes at the same tree I had left them, I run to the house tears falling out of my eyes. Why am I so emotional? What the hell is wrong with me? I had never actually faught with Bella or Jade or any members of the pack. Why am I acting like such a bitch?
I climb the stairs to my bedroom and walk in and lay on my bed. I stop the tears and remember what had happened just a few days ago in my own room. I can't move and I can still smell the blood that stains the wooden floor. There is a big blob of a stain right by my window and it slides across the room where they must have dragged Nick out of the room.
I shiver not being able to take my eyes from the scene.
"Oh Sky." I hear Caleb's voice and then I break my concentration and look at him with watery eyes. "What are you doing in here?" He asks cupping my round face into his large bulky hands. I look down not wanting him to know that I am crying over something so stupid. He reaches my eyes and I look at him. "Whats wrong with me?" I ask desperately wanting to know.
"I don't feel like Skylar anymore. I feel like a total bitch." I whisper looking down at my feet once again that are perfectly crossed. "Skylar, you are not a bitch. Its the mating process. It changes you, you can't help it." Caleb mutters and I frown. I don't say anything ashamed of what he thinks about the other night that happened with us.
I wonder if he thinks I was good, I know he was.
"Skylar, don't be ashamed of being the alpha. Its a great power to be one, Bella just hasn't been marked and thats why. She doesn't know what its like." He mutters and I don't want her to be angry with me, but I know she will be.
I try to hold my tears back but they just fall out and Caleb brings me into his arms once again.
Jake's P.O.V.
I wake up and feel the nurse crawl over my body. "Just to help you sleep." She whispers, I've been asleep for a while now why would I need to keep sleeping?
"Did anyone come to see me?" I ask her instead. "No, I'm sorry. No one since the younger man earlier today. Good night Jake." She mutters and I keep my eyes closed now knowing when Skylar will come see me. Hopefully soon.
When I wake up next I hear Ashleys voice.
"Wake up brother. We need to talk." I open my eyes to a dark room but it all comes into focus when I see Ashley standing over me. "Jesus, what are you doing in here?" I ask her not sure if I should be afraid or calm.
"Don't worry, I went through the window. You doing okay?" She asks me moving my hair out of my face. "Don't." I hiss at her not wanting her to touch me. "Don't be that way Jakey." She presses her fingers on my face.
"I just want to talk to you about coming home soon. We miss you. I miss you." I feel her hot breath near closer to me and her lips meet mine. "Your sick." I spit at her moving her away with my free arms. "No, no, no. Don't do that you don't want one of those nurses to come back and find you dead do you?" She grins and I shiver at the seen of her smiling.
"Now, you get better we need to talk about what your going to do about little miss Skylar." She hums and goes for the large window. "I won't hurt her. I'm not doing anything with her, I'm leaving here once I get better." I tell her honestly. "Oh but she will need you, don't you worry things will get better." She smiles and then she vanishes out of the window.
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LobisomemWhen Skylar hears about how her cousin like sister was marked and mated she becomes interested in what it would be like to find the other half of her. At a pack party she meets the mysterious player, Jake. Jake takes an interest in her, but knowing...