Things Can Change

4:05PM

Hey sorry about the last chapter guys, it was a filler. I've been really busy lately, so I haven't been able to update. However this chapter will or at least I hope be much better. On a different note, thank you guys so much for reading, commenting, and voting, it means a lot! I love all of you for reading. This chapter is kind of a touchy chapter. I don't mean to offend anyone, that's not my intention, my intention is to make people aware that it does happen, I wont spoil it, you'll see what I mean. Hope you like this chapter!

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After a minute of trying to squeeze and jump into my jeans I finally got them on. I bend over and put my hair up into a messy bun. Why did he say it so bluntly what a dick. How the fuck can Charli be friends with such a dick? Ugh and how could I have sex with such a dick headed asshole? What the fuck is wrong with me?! Holy shit! I just had sex with a guy I don't even know! Holy shit! At least we used a- OH NO!

"Oh shit." I say as I stand up and face him

"What?" He says as he scans my face, then my body, then the room

"Did we use- we didn't use a condom!" I whisper yell

"Shit!" He whisper yells

"Fuck." I sigh

"God damn it." He sighs

"Whoa, I know this is bad, but don't say that."

"What?" He says confused as fuck

"Don't say God damn it. It's not right. It's rude and disrespectful." I say as I walk closer to him

"Whatever." He says as he rolls his eyes and turns around.

"Excuse me?"

"Nothing. We have other things to worry about."

"Yeah, right."

"So question how is a straight A, goody two shoes, like yourself not a virgin before we fucked?" I cock my head back in shock.

"What?" I say as he takes the sheets and blankets off of his bed.

"I said how is a straight A, goody two shoes like yourself not a virgin before we fucked?" He doesn't need to know I was forced to have sex and that's why I'm not a virgin. Only Charlotte knows that, I didn't even tell my parents.

"What kind of question is that?" I ask

"Urm a question I want the answer to."

"I'd rather not talk about it." I say half answering his question, he doesn't need to know...but he is really cute and those eyes ugh fuck they kill me!

"Damn bad sex huh?"

"If I tell you will you won't shut the fuck up and not bring it up again?"

"Yeah sure I guess."

"You need to promise you won't say anything to anyone, every?"

"Okay?"

"When I was dating this one guy he...urm...forced me... to...urm...have sex with him. He did it often even when I begged him to stop and leave me alone, he continued. Every time I seen him, it was always what he wanted. I was too afraid to say no after the first time. I tried to push him off of me, but he smacked the shit out of me." His faced dropped immediately as he walked over and he wiped the tears off my cheek, only then did I realize I was crying.

"Hey, listen it's okay. I'm sorry he did that to you. You deserve way better." He said as he picked me up like a baby and walked over to his bed. He sat down and held me. He began carefully wiping my tears away.

"I know we may not know each other, but I would never do that to you. That is terrible and you should have never had that happen to you. If I knew that's why I wouldn't have made that comment."

"Thanks that mean a lot." I sniffed and wiped my tears. I look up to see if he was okay and he was staring at me. I stared at him then his lips and he did the same. He leaned in before I could and kissed me. A soft but passionate kiss. He moves me back a little, so I swing my leg over his lap, so I'm straddling him. His left hand is still on the middle of my back, but now his right hand is on my waist. It feels so right when his hands are on me. I lean in more and he grips both sides of my waist and he turns us around so I'm under him laying on the bed. He is so cute! He has amazing blue eyes that make me melt when he looks sad they are a deep shade of blue. His dimples are adorable, just seeing them makes me smile.

Elijah's POV

"I really don't want to talk about, but since you won't shut the fuck up, you need to promise you won't say anything to anyone, every."

"Okay?"

"When I was dating this one guy he...urm...forced me... to...urm...have sex with him." My faced dropped immediately as I walked over and wiped the tears off her cheek.

"Hey, listen it's okay. I'm sorry he did that to you. You deserve way better." Didn't her parents notice that she was hit? Did she lie and tell them she ran into something? There had to be a hand print on her, after he hit her. What did she tell them? Why won't she tell me? I picked her up like a baby and walked over to my bed. I sit down and hold her. I carefully began wiping her tears away.

"I know we may not know each other, but I would never do that to you. That is terrible and you should have never had that happen to you. If I knew that's why I wouldn't have made that comment. "

"Thanks that means a lot." She sniffed and wiped her tears. I look down and stared at her, she looks so cute when she is crying. I stared at her then her lips and she did the same to me. I leaned in before she could kissed me. A soft but passionate kiss to prove I would never hurt her. I move her back a little, so she can swing her leg over my lap. My left hand is still on the middle of her back, but I moved my right hand so it is on her waist. She leans in more and I grip both sides of her waist and turn us around so I'm laying on her on the bed.

Charlotte's POV

"Damn it." I whisper to myself. I really hope they used a condom, I mean I don't know why she would even have sex after the incident. I mean did she even think about the incident? What if I have this all wrong? What if they didn't mean to? I mean I know how cute she looks when she is mad and when she tries to push me back when I lean in. Ugh it drives me crazy, I mean I know she is mad and doesn't want to be touched, but how can you not? Wait Elijah said she was yelling and leaned in- Oh my gosh it was an accident! And I was such a bitch. I feel terrible.