Things Can Change

12:00 PM

As he towers over me and checks me out, I feel myself blush.

"God you are so perfect." he says while biting his lip. I instantly get butterflies.  Oh my gosh he looks so hot!

"I am not." I say in a mocking tone as I try to cover my exposed boobs.

"Do not ever try to hide your perfect body from me again." he says he as lowers himself on top of me and leans down to kiss me. I arch my back and he cups one of my breasts and I feel something rise on my leg. What is that? Oh shit he has a- I gave him a- oh my god! I mentally freak out. On a different note I'm glad I shaved this morning when Lola texted me. Lola-

Shit I am almost completely naked while laying under the guy I cheated on... I owe this to him he doesn't deserve to be cheated on I mean he is perfect in every fucking way. I slowly start to sit up when he separates our lips.

"Are you okay? Are you not ready? Cause we can stop." he asks me nervously.

"No I'm okay."

"Are you sure?"

"Oh I'm positive." I say as I climb on his lap and start rubbing small circles on him with my hips as I did previously.

"Oh Charlotte" he moans into my mouth as I slowly stop.

"Urm I'd like to urm-"

"You sure?"

"Yes" I reply as he stands and lowers his boxers.

Holy shit! Is the only thing I can think to myself. I get on my knees and slowly wrap my hands around him. I look up at him one last time and can tell he is nervous. I hope I don't fuck this up, god I hope I don't fuck this up. I slowly move my hands up and down him as he slowly shuts his eyes and slowly opens them.

"Charlotte pl-please don't t-tease me." he begs as I slowly move my head down to him. I open my mouth and wrap my lips around him as I start to make him feel good. I know he likes it because his eyes keep rolling in the back of his head as I move faster and add my tongue. As soon as I do he opens his eyes.

"Charlotte I'm going to cum right in your mouth it'll taste... dif-different." is all he says before something warm and salty shoots into my mouth. After that I slow down and wipe my now swollen lips. Holy shit I can't believe I just gave my childhood best friend and boyfriend a blow job. What have I done? What have I become? I would have never done anything like this before and honestly I'm scared to see what comes next... I get up from my knees and lie next to him. He slowly looks over at me and I hope he doesn't ask any questions because I don't know if I can answer them. I can feel sleep taking over as he stands up, gets pajamas on, and lifts me up so I am on his pillow. I hear a drawer open and close and he slowly and carefully pulls a long sleeve shirt over my head so I am no longer in just my panties.

Lola's POV

I wake up to my phone vibrating. I open my eyes which are still a little swollen from crying myself to sleep. I didn't expect her to leave with him, who was he anyway? I think I've seen him in school once or twice.

"Ugh what time is it and who the hell is bothering me" I mumble

"Its 6:30 are you fucking kidding me?!" It's Charlotte.

"What the fuck do you want?" I say and try not to cry when I hear how shaky her voice is.

"Lola?"

"Charli? Charli what's wrong? Are you okay?"

"Lola I'm so sorry I-I did something I shouldn't have done."

"W-what do you mean? What did you do? Charli please tell me you didn't have sex with that guy?" I can hear how worried I sound and I hope she hears it too.

"Lola there are a few things I did in the past that you should know...an-an-and I urm may have done something with Elijah."

"Okay urm I'm getting my keys and coming to get you. What's his address?"

"Urm his house is next door to mine, but you know I can't go home."

"I know you can't and the house on the left or the house in the right?"

"Urm right. I got to go he's waking up." And with that she hangs up.

"Damn it Charli. You've better not have done something you'll regret." I say even though she isn't on the phone anymore. I get into my car and I drive to her house as fast as the speed limit will allow me. I get there and Charli opens the door and hurries outside and into my mom's car.

"'What the fuck are you wearing?!"

"Please just drive; questions later."

"Okay." I say as I drive away... I hope I don't get caught because I don't have my permit... I'm still 15 I have one more year to go.

"Okay explain"

"Okay so urm we were making out once we got out of the car and then we went into his house and to his room and then-"

"And then?"

"I urm gave him a blow job..."

"What?! Charli are you fucking kidding me, that's why you ignored my calls! You can't make out with me and let it go somewhere, but you can give some random fucking guy a blow job!"

"Lola it's not that-"

"Then what is it?!"

"Lola I cheated on him with you!"

"W-what? You cheated on him with me and then cheated on me with your ex?"

"No. We never broke up he just thought I was busy and on the way over to his house I told him I was Bisexual and he inferred some inappropriate things... and you already know what happens after that." After that she stays quiet until we are around the corner from my house.

"Lola?"

"Yes Charli?"

"Why do you call me Charli and not Charlotte?"

"I-I don't know." I snap

"You're ashamed to be with a girl aren't you?"