Only love

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Tubbo pov:

I ran out of the club

The music was too loud that I held my hands to my ears, knocking over some peoples drinks

I'd be lying if I said I didn't trip over a few times on my way out but I didn't particularly care.

When I finally left the club I had forgotten where the hotel was.
I was being completely stupid , running out of a club to a place I didn't know where it was in a town I didn't know anything about

So I did what any normal person would do

I wondered around for a while until I found a reasonable place to sit

I didn't know how long I'd been walking for but I eventually found a small park with a swing set that didn't look completely ruined

This was a great place to sit and think
And it wasn't cliche at all

It had to be Ranboo.
Of course it was Ranboo
His voice was unmistakable even if I hadn't seen his face

Did he really move on that quickly, I know it's been a while but I couldn't move on.
I don't think I ever will

Before I knew it, I started crying. I wrapped my arms around the chains on the swing and pulled my knees up to my chest.

Sobbing on a swing set was really helping me reach a new low point in my life.
And I haven't even had a drink yet

I began humming a melody and then began singing
Forgetting anything and just singing what my heart wanted to say

I'd tell myself you don't mean a thing
But what we got, got no hold on me?
But when you're not there I just crumble
I tell myself that I don't care that much
But I feel like I'm dying till I feel your touch

Only love, only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this

Say I wouldn't care if you walked away
But every time you're there I'm begging you to stay
When you come close I just tremble
And every time, every time you go
It's like a knife that cuts right through my soul

Only love, only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Your kisses burning to my skin
Only love can hurt like this

But if the sweetest pain
Burning hot through my veins
Love is torture makes me more sure
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been the deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Your kisses burning to my skin
Only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this
Save me, save me
Only love, only love
'Cause only love can hurt like this
And it must have been the deadly kiss

Once I finished and looked up I felt something patted on my head, and then rest on my arms

"Snow?" I whispered to myself
"Typical" I groaned

My nose felt itchy from the cold, but I didn't have the strength nor warmth to scratch it. So I just sniffled and hoped that was enough

But I may aswell have just frozen
Because I heard that voice again

"Tubbo?"

I didn't have the strength to turn around but I knew exactly who it was.

My heart shattered but became whole at the same time

"Tubbo please is that you" that voice spoke again, the voice had a hint of... desperation?

My arms moved without me thinking, pushing me off the swing, then my legs made me stand up
And then my body twisted so I turned to the giant man who my heart loved seeing

"Tubbo!" Ranboo shouted and ran to me

He entrapped me in a hug and my heart sung,
I hadn't felt a feeling like this in so long.

So warm even though it was freezing
So loved even though deep down I was broken

And I hugged back. As tight as my short weak arms could

"I missed you! You big dumb idiot I missed you so much" I sobbed into his shoulder

"I missed you too! Not a day goes by where I don't think of you" Ranboo said back, although I could tell his voice was trembling

"WHY DID YOU THINK THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA!" I screamed punching softly at his back
"You left me! Do you know how worried I was! I didn't know what Phil was going to do and then that josh prick! If I ever see him again I'll-"

I continued to shout but Ranboo quickly broke the hug and locked me in a kiss

His lips were as sweet as I remember if not better, my lips moved without me thinking, already knowing exactly what to do
I felt as if I was in heaven
Or as if the past few months hadn't happened, like I was at ranboos now old house hiding from my parents or from school

But the moment was abruptly broken when I heard another voice

"WHAT THE FUCK?"

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