Ranboo pov:
"Take a seat Ranboo" Phil said, his voice part menacing, part charming
I couldn't read him, didn't know if he was here to mock me or to check up on me
I followed his orders and sat down whilst Phil remained to stand, popping into the kitchen and coming out with a tea
"I'm sure you know why I'm here" Phil spoke
My heart rate increased and I could feel sweat already wanted to drip from my temple.
My hand subconsciously dropped to the edge of my seat and clenched at the fabric
"W-what are you talking about" I replied
"Don't play dumb Ranboo, everyone knows" Phils voice dropped to a darker demeanour which sent shivers down my spine
"I- I'm sorry Phil I didn't know he-" I began but was cut off by Phil
"How could you not know? It's all over the internet. The news, now I'm sure you want to see the endermen but I'm going to forbid you from going to there concert"
I wave of relief washed over me,
This was about the concert, not about Tubbo.
"Oh! Yeah... that's happening" I stated
I took a minute, I was upset that I couldn't see them, especially since I already had tickets but I was so happy that Phil didn't know about Phil
I knew I had to put on an act to make Phil not suspect anything
"But- please Phil. They're my friends. I haven't seen them in I don't know how long" I whined
"I'm sure you miss them, they probably miss you too. But I can't allow it, I'm sorry" Phil stated sternly
Clearly making sure this wasn't a discussion it was instead a demand.
"Yes Phil..." I whispered and gazed towards my feet
"Well that was good. I'm off now, I'm a busy man after all" Phil smiled and left my house leaving his tea still piping hot
I walked past the table and into my room, where I sat myself on my drum set and played a beat, I recorded the loop and then played it whilst I screamed into my microphone
Well good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
You found a new girl and it only took a couple weeks
Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world
And good for you, I guess that you've been working on yourself
I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped
Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl
Well good for you
You look happy and healthy, not me
If you ever cared to ask
Good for you
You're doing great out there without me, baby
God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind
I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Well good for you, I guess you're getting everything you want
You bought a new car and your career's really taking off
It's like we never even happened, baby
What the fuck is up with that?
And good for you, it's like you never even met me
Remember when you swore to God I was the only
Person who ever got you
Well, screw that and screw you
You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do
Well good for you
You look happy and healthy, not me
If you ever cared to ask
Good for you
You're doing great out there without me, baby
God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind
I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Maybe I'm too emotional
But your apathy's like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional
Or maybe you never cared at all
Maybe I'm too emotional
Your apathy's like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional
Or maybe you never cared at all
Well good for you
You look happy and healthy, not me
If you ever cared to ask
Good for you
You're doing great out there without me, baby
Like a damn sociopath
I've lost my mind
I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Well good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
As soon as I finished I collapsed on my bed and broke down
Everything was going wrong again
My life is a constant spiral of negativity followed by a brief glimpse of happiness then a pit of despair.
The tears that once threatened to spill were now drenching my carpet
But then my phone rang
I looked at the caller ID through teary eyes
Incoming call: Gwen
I picked up and tried my best to sound happy
"Hey Gwen"
"Ah Ah, don't talk. I'm coming over"
