Tubbo pov:
As I cried into Shawn's shoulder I could only think of Ranboo.
Each memory stabbed my brain as it flashed into my closed eyes
"Why" I sobbed, staining Shawn's shirt
"I don't know tubs" he replied rubbing circles into my back
"I thought he'd wait for me, or something! But instead he goes and fucks the guy that put me though all of this" I screamed, I was glad that it was muffled by Shawn's shirt and body.
I didn't want anyone else to come in.
"Tubbo i-" Shawn said then cut himself off, holding me tighter
"Wh- what is it"
"I don't think Ranboo-... I don't think Ranboo would've done this" Shawn sighed
I backed away from him and looked him in the eyes, they looked defeated but I knew he wasn't lying
"You can't be serious! You didn't hear the phone call I did, you didn't see how upset Ranboo was because I figured it out" I cried
"Tubbo don't you think he was upset because he was forced into it! Ranboo still thinks he could go to jail because of what happened to me" Shawn retorted
"Then tell him you'll testify! Or some shit"
"Even if I did. His manager is powerful and could ruin both mine and his life. And I imagine josh is still fucking with him to this day" Shawn finished
"I can't deal with this right now" i said then left, running out of the room.
And then away from the hotel.
I didn't quite know where I was going, after all the only time I've been here was when I was extremely drunk.
But I eventually found a small pier looking off to the sea.
And so I sat down underneath it, as an attempt to hide from everyone
I took my phone out and started scrolling through random apps and contacts.
Then my finger stopped on one specific person, I took a gulp and began to call them
It rang and it ring, slumped deeper into my core. Slowly making my body shiver
I didn't know if I actually wanted him to pick up or not but I couldn't turn back now
"Tubbo? Hey man it's been a while how ya been?" The voice said
"Hey tommy" I whispered out
"Tubbo are you ok?" Tommy asked his voice changing into a serious tone
"Yeah I'm- im fine" I stuttered
"Tubbo I know we've had our differences but I used to be your best friend so I know when your upset" tommy returned
"Tommy I'm- im fine" I hiccuped.
I knew I was doing a horrible job at lying but I really didn't wanna talk about Ranboo
"Ok. Ok it's fine we don't have to talk about it... I thought you'd be too big league to be mingling with us lot" tommy laughed
"Yeah. About that..." I trailed off
Tommy seemed to get the message "alright, yeah no. We don't have to talk about that but uh... how ya been?"
"Well it was going great. Then horrible then I picked myself back up again, then it was fantastic for all of 12 hours and now I'm right back on the mud" I laughed, trying to make it seem like a joke
"I'm sorry to hear that buddy, do you want me to come to meet you?" Tommy asked
"No it's fine. You don't even know where I am, I don't live with my parents anymore" I replied
"Well where do you live?" Tommy asked
"I live with this band, not the endermen. But they're nice to me, they treat me well"
"Good im glad you're doing ok... we'll at least I hope you are"
"Thanks Tommy"
