Dan's P.O.V.:
Phil called me, so I immediately went to him. Every step felt heavier, but I kept on going until I reached the chair next to him. I sat, he was still smiling at me.
Suddenly, our lips crashed against each other. It felt so lustful, and yet it was the most passionate kiss I've ever had. His lips were soft as a cherry. He held my face, pulling me closer.
I didn't like him that way. Yet this kiss proved me slightly wrong... I pushed him away. I wanted to tell him the truth, but I'm afraid I might hurt him. Phil supported me, and I supported him too. We balanced each other out. But now... I can't see why I'm still holding onto him.
3rd Person P.O.V.:
Dan pushed away from Phil. Both shocked of what just happened, they sat there awkwardly, trying to recall and analyze what the actual fuckery went on. Dan opened his mouth to say something, but instantly left and ran to his room. Phil, on the other hand, sat on the bed, burying his face in his hands. "What did I just do...?" His muffled words resounded in his head. His heart pounded heavily, and he felt butterflies in his stomach. His head pounded too, and just by touching his temples you can actually feel the pulse.
Phil sprawled on his bed, closing his eyes. After a few minutes of utter silence driving him crazy, he found the courage to go to Dan. He faced Dan's room's door. This was the same feeling he felt when he was outside, in front of the door, ready to court the girl of his life. But that was before.
He mustered the courage to knock on Dan's door. Raising his hand, he hit his knuckles against the only thing separating him from Dan. There was no response. "Dan...?" He called. There was still no response. "Dan, I- I'm sorry... I don't know what came into me to just kiss y--"
Dan opened the door. Phil was surprised to see Dan's rather unusually pale face. "I- I'm sorry Dan. I don't know what got into me..." He apologized. Dan squeezed his eyes shut and sighed, burying his face in his hands. They stood there in awkward silence, until Dan closed the door again. Baffled, Phil knocked and called him again. "Dan, I just want you to know that that wasn't intentional and I'm really sorry. I really am," Phil frowned. When there was no response, he went back inside his room and lied on his stomach on the bed.
Dan quietly went outside, in front of Phil's bedroom door. "Phil... I'm sorry too..." Dan whispered subtly, and walked back to his room.
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Phil woke up, the color drained from his face. He was still tired from yesterday. He felt like not getting out of bed. He just felt like he needed Earth to swallow him up and for Dan to forget about his whole existence. But then again, Dan wouldn't have existed now without Phil...
"Phil?" Dan's muffled voice was heard through the wooden door. "P-Phil...?" He knocked. Phil had second thoughts. Should he open the door? Should he stay in bed and pretend he's sleeping? Yeah, that plan sounds good. He fixed his position and pretended to sleep. He snored quietly, of course still pretending to sleep.
"Phil I can hear you snoring. You don't snore, I know you're awake." Dan sighed. Crap, I forgot he knew. Phil thought, and slowly walked to the door to open it. He placed his cold, rough hands on the knob and slowly twisted it.
As he twisted it, he felt like it was his stomach he was twisting. He hated it, but it was the only way to kill the awkwardness between him and Dan. He pulled the knob to see Dan with a straight face. He stared at him straight in the eye.
"That was just a friendly kiss okay." Dan pointed at Phil. Phil was speechless, but he decided to go with it. "No Dan, I understand." He shut his eyes. "I'm sorry too." Phil mumbled. "Phil, you've been apologising since yesterday, it's okay." Dan told him. Phil just smiled and exhaled loudly.
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Author's Note ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Hey guise
I'm so sorry if almost nothing went on this chapter
Thanks to Ellie (or well Elaine ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ) for helping me through that horrible writer's block. I wouldn't have continued writing that part if it weren't for you
Jk, I could get past that but it would take me 'centuries' ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Hahaha
Ha
I need a life
Anyway, I'm sorry for being a potato, see you in the next days with a new chapter ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ilyasm
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